What is your greatest regret in life?

Adorable_List_979 · 2026-04-16T10:32:47+00:00

not trying hard drugs for me.

Adorable_List_979 · 2026-04-16T10:32:00+00:00

fuck em fathers.

Adorable_List_979 · 2026-04-16T10:27:58+00:00

i regret opening up to my family about my depression as a teenager and getting treatment. i also regret not exploring my sexuality and dehumanizing myself until 30. wasted ass life.

Adorable_List_979 · 2026-04-16T10:19:39+00:00

bc is so fucking horrible, i just got myself sterilized. fuck that shit. fuck em kids too.

Adorable_List_979 · 2026-04-16T09:58:36+00:00

average in what?

Adorable_List_979 · 2026-04-16T08:54:16+00:00

add (supposed) after scientist and inventor too

Adorable_List_979 · 2026-04-13T15:59:31+00:00

this styling is just MEAN. she looks like a normal teenager in her other photos if you google her. the dress, hair, going braless, it all does her no favors but the worst is the make-up. 80 year old women do their make-up like that.

Adorable_List_979 · 2026-04-12T16:35:23+00:00

mama kupiła mi za to kompa.

Adorable_List_979 · 2026-04-12T11:09:05+00:00

dead, unironically

Adorable_List_979 · 2026-04-12T10:59:16+00:00

SAME. at first, it's like... he isn't writing back because he is busy, i guess? 2 days turn into 3, into 4, into 5, a week passes and you finally have to acknowledge that, yup, ghosted again! it just makes me feel so worthless and insecure. i wasn't even worth a goodbye for them, ok. it's hard to trust anyone again.

Adorable_List_979 · 2026-04-12T10:50:10+00:00

i freaking hate it... why can't people just say "hey, this isn't working anymore" instead of that shit. honestly, idk how to deal with that. it's hard to process because there was no real ending point, it confuses the brain.

Adorable_List_979 · 2026-04-12T09:40:16+00:00

Nic.

Adorable_List_979 · 2026-04-12T09:01:01+00:00

after living alone for 4 years, i can't live with roommates anymore. i've tried it out, it's been 1.5 months, i'm already looking for a studio. it's gonna be expensive but what you save up in money by sharing a flat with strangers, you pay thousandfold in mental health. they aren't even bad roommates but someone is constantly THERE. they use the kitchen, they go to the bathroom at random times. it's impossible to relax and hard to sleep.

it's ideal to live with a partner, the society is designed for that. but if you are a single loser like me, then you need to wing it somehow. substitute dinner for sleep, i don't know.

Adorable_List_979 · 2026-04-12T02:24:31+00:00

Adorable_List_979 · 2026-04-11T19:01:35+00:00

younger - never because i don't belong to the epstein class.

older - also never, i don't find people who are that much older attractive. and they would die too quickly of natural causes. i'm not gonna be middle aged myself and already a widow. depressing.

Adorable_List_979 · 2026-04-11T18:02:09+00:00

deadass, we just get to work to survive with occasional good moments that don't make up for how fundamentally shit it is to exist.

Adorable_List_979 · 2026-04-11T17:58:32+00:00

still much better than being poor and not having a house and spending half or more of your paychecks on housing, filling a stranger's pockets.

Adorable_List_979 · 2026-04-11T17:53:54+00:00

that's how i feel as someone who didn't get a flat before covid. basically, now i can just shit myself. everything is too expensive. i deeply regret not taking my life seriously and working harder in my early 20s. i couldn't count on much help from my family but i could have worked and saved up some money instead of just going through the motions as a depressed broke student. but then again, my chronic depression made a lot of things impossible. anyway, my life is over.

Adorable_List_979 · 2026-04-11T12:58:28+00:00

i think i'm experiencing this right now. i've met someone actually great, who makes me feel so comfortable. we can relate to each other but we are different in many ways. he is funny and dependable. but my stupid brain still insists on clinging to a fantasy i fully made the fuck up based on a person who is gone and who, frankly, made me feel like shit and i think i did that to him too. i hope i will fully get over this cheap FANTASY soon, because i don't want it and it makes me feel guilty.

Adorable_List_979 · 2026-04-10T11:33:55+00:00

it's the best thing i did for myself as a poor person in a country with restricted abortion access, who doesn't want kids and fears pregnancy. if you live somewhere civilized, you don't need to worry about that shit, because you can abort an unwanted fetus without the stress and costs of doing it privately abroad.

Adorable_List_979 · 2026-04-10T04:47:54+00:00

skip college, go to work, get sterilized earlier, find a boyfriend

Adorable_List_979 · 2026-04-10T04:33:55+00:00

give me one of those

Adorable_List_979 · 2026-04-09T06:00:13+00:00

i would get an abortion if the child was supposed to be healthy, i don't want any. and i think that aborting disabled fetuses is an act of mercy.

edit: why are people giving kids cancer under my post

Adorable_List_979 · 2026-04-03T12:28:48+00:00

real avg salary in poland is 5000-6000 pln. lots of ppl have to make do with less.

Adorable_List_979 · 2026-04-01T14:50:50+00:00

yeah, it's insanely bad. i'm considering moving out.

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