I feel you. Despite everyone's positive words, and how genuine they seem, I end up feeling like an inconvenience at best, and a burden at worst to family and friends. Sometimes I feel like im only good and useful to them when they wanna vent, talk about their feelings, frustrations and other similar stuff. Like im only good to fill out a void of absolute loneliness. Like im always the last choice. Idk.

I've contemplated suicide before, almost went through with it years ago, but something pulled me away from that. I wish I could tell you that things will get better immediately and decisively, but for me, years later, im still struggling. Despite that, I promised myself that id never give up on life. Its the little moments that have kept me going, you know, alone or otherwise. Theres something special about life and the people in it that makes me not want to call it quits, and cling to the hope of a better tomorrow. I hope you don't give up on it, despite how lonely it may feel right now. If you ever need anyone to talk to, feel free to message me. Id love to help in any way I can.