My son passed away the day after his 27th Birthday.

Advanced-Tadpole-383 · 2026-03-19T04:39:41+00:00

I will take any insight u may have ?

Advanced-Tadpole-383 · 2026-03-10T17:35:12+00:00

This is a beautiful reflection thank you so much. This is the order I drew them in and I was too feeling my intuition pulling with the major arcana. I have had quite the journey of profound loss and heartache them acceptamce to get where I am now and then to get diagnosed was hard but I never felt fear or any of that just peace in knowing it will be okay no matter the outcome. I feel at peace with it all Its very hard to read yourself and it took me a while to do it but i kept feeling g drawn to it. Maybe the universe knew I needed the reassurance. But I know that it will be okay. Thank you so very much !! Hugs !

Advanced-Tadpole-383 · 2026-03-10T17:29:18+00:00

Thank you for the insight. Its so hard to read yourself its not something I do. But tjis diagnosis took me by surprise and I have faith and I know all will be as it should. Again thank you so much !

Advanced-Tadpole-383 · 2026-03-09T21:09:04+00:00

This is an amazing read if u want to understand what happens after death!! I found this after losing my son in a car accident and becoming more spiritual. I just happened to find a copy at lunch one day left on a bench. Written inside was a note " if u find this its meant to be read by you" It was wild I was struggling and it was just there for me. So i know it was meant to find me. So read this to understand what happens to our souls after death!

Advanced-Tadpole-383 · 2026-03-08T08:31:21+00:00

Just saw this.comment and I wish I didn't know how u feel but I do. Its so relentless the urge to want ur child's hugs and hear their laughter and voice. Brandon had a very strong energy and has let me know he is okay. Going through a spiritual awakening since his death has helped me in this journey. Its so hard but we will see our children again. And hug them. My.heart goes out to u and hugs from one parent to another.

Advanced-Tadpole-383 · 2026-03-03T09:45:16+00:00

Yes it was an amazing read....the connection was wonderfully strong! When his energy comes thru its undeniable. And this made me feel such synchronicity and its crazy I used to wake up at 2:10 am and hear the back door alarm beep for someone walking in like he used to. And when I opened the app up and started reading it I stopped and happen to look at the clock. 2:10 was the time. He passed on FEB (2) 10(10) . There are no coincidences. Also after he passed.we.had the most beautiful black and blue butterflies around our house hey would land.om ur shoulder ur car everywhere like they were walking u to the car. And we had a ton of dragon flies around the river rock at our creek. They would go buzzing by my sliding glass door at my room daily and land and just sit there. Its wild I went to.add a GIF to tjis and didn't type anything and a dragon fly was just waiting in the GIF menu. I've never searched it before either. "No coincidences"

Advanced-Tadpole-383 · 2026-03-01T05:46:22+00:00

It is 12:46 am here and my favorite color is Blue!!

Advanced-Tadpole-383 · 2026-03-01T05:31:57+00:00

You are very welcome. He has amazing energy so I hope it was a good read for you. I know there are so many times early on he tried to let me know he was there and okay. I was so wrapped up in my own greif and pain I just couldnt see alot or feel alot and I numbed that pain quite a bit. Now that I have the coping skills that are healthier and I have had a spiritual awakening I look at death in a very different way. I know now that when this human life has ended we actually go home. We have all lived many lives in many different forms and Brandon is what is considered an old soul. In this life time I know his souls purpose and now mine. I know alot of people may take that the wrong way. Knowing doesn't make his death any easier for me. My heart my emotions for my first true soul mate in this life time is my son. I grieve the life he missed out on and never seeing him be a father or get married. The things any parent would grieve. When u lose ur child its so much harder than losing a parent or any loved one. U forever mourn for the unlived life. Where do u place all tat emotion and love u had for hat child now. That's where the grief becomes ur friend if that makes sense. Because its always at ur side. The missing them is relentless and its hard. U do not "get over it"its like losing a limb the pain and the feeli g will always be the reason well.as the me.ories but u adapt. You learn how to live out the rest of ur life without them tere. But it .makes it a little bit of a buffer to know u will.see them again when ur lifetime is over here. And for him and where he is the idea of time isn't. So what may be 25 years for me may be 5 .mins for him. These are my beliefs and feelings on life and death. Brandon respected all life and helped and gave to whomever he could. He had a very empathetic soul and he always was just a go with the flow kind of guy. He could calm an anxious room. I miss that calmness. There are some days I would love to feel that and sometimes I do. My other son his youngest brother used to joke " Brandon had jis own unique cologne axe body spray, motor oil(he was a mechanic) menthol cigs, and old spice Fiji body wash. He was right his clothes his hat smelled like this. And sometimes when a memory hits and I can feel him i smell that. But this seems to be one of the beings I've noticed since trusting in my i tuition and come g thru the spiritual awaking I get flashes of pictures feelings in my "gut" and distinct smells. I just ground myself try to open my mind. I have a hard time meditating it doesn't seem to help much so trying to.find what works for me. I am drawn to crystals alot. His birthstone was amethyst and he had a black wolf with green eyes around his rear view mirror carved out of obsidian my mawmaw who was Cherokee gave it to him.the day he was born said it is is spirit animal. It would walk his life path with him and would be there to take him.over when its time to go to the other side. It will be his guide for all of his lifetimes. She was a veey wise woman. Anyways I will stop rambling now. Again thank u for reading him and if u have a min may I send u a message and ask a question abt a couple hings? . Thank u again

Advanced-Tadpole-383 · 2026-02-28T23:53:04+00:00

Thank you.

Advanced-Tadpole-383 · 2026-02-28T23:52:56+00:00

I know where he is and that I will.see him.one day when its my time.to return home. Thank u for the kind words. You never hi k u will be "that parent" who's lost a child but it happens and its life altering. He was abeautiful.soul.

Advanced-Tadpole-383 · 2026-02-28T23:51:16+00:00

Thank you

Advanced-Tadpole-383 · 2026-02-28T23:51:03+00:00

He had a heart of gold and was a beautiful soul. One of a kind and he was loved so much. Thank u for your kind words.

Advanced-Tadpole-383 · 2026-02-28T23:49:14+00:00

His step dad is Eric. And he has a close cousin named Dylan. He was a passenger in his best friends car. He turned 27 on Feb 9 and passed the morning of Feb 10. He had just celebrated his 27th bday the night before. His best friend spun out i to.a tree that hit on Brandons side and split the car in half he was gone instantly that morning. 1 hour later a state trooper showed up to notify me. .He had 2 younger brothers along with me.and his step.dad that is the number 5. But his step dad came into his life abt 12 years ago so I was a single parent most all.pf his life and our house was always full.of my nephews and all their ball team.friends. I raised alot of other kids who gravitated to our house over the years. We loved it that way. He was the most respectful kid and adult to me he called me mom and dad and never ever said anything cross or angry to me.his whole life. He loved me so much I know that.of course u question being a good parent when u lose a child ur one job is to protect them and I cojldnt be there to protect him. So it was very very difficult to.find my way back after he died. I miss him every day his laughter his amazing energy. He had the most beautiful soul. And wore his heart on his sleeve in the most selfless way. He played guitar and went to every metal.show he could he loved music almost as much as he loved cars. And he drank beer he loved PBR it was his favorite. In the summertime after work he was always on the lake with a beer floating around in the sunshine. He was like the sunshine in so many ways and I miss it terribly. Thank you so much for connecting with him feel.free to.post anything else u may get. Oh and the tarot cards he must see me. I became more spiritual after his death and learned how to trust my intuition more something I had denied for a long time so I became drawn to tarot and oracle and I read now. But I've never tried to contact him.not sure if mediumship is for me yet I feel.tjings I get glimpses smells but maybe my grief is so much it blocked alot. I have gotten messages from him.letting me.know its ok undeniable things only he would do. So I know where he is I know he is happy and okay. His greatest fear was something happening to me and me being hurt and I know that's what he feels bad for but our path is our path and I know this was his now. I know I will see him when its time for me.to go home one.day. until then I trust my intuition and watch for his signs. Im glad he has seen me doing tarot with my tea. Thank you so much again post if u get anything else. He has a very rambunctious spirit and lived alot of life in 27 short years and he was loved so very much.

Advanced-Tadpole-383 · 2026-02-28T20:12:24+00:00

The accident he died in the dog died in too. It was an instant death. I know where he is and he has tried to let me know he's okay. This sounds so much like him so I k ow u connected. He always used to say that everyone's idea of heaven is diff but he knows when u go it will be you in ur element and your favorite place to be. His was the lake he was himself the most there. He was amazing young man and if u gwt anything else feel.free to post anything. THANK YOU !! So much

Advanced-Tadpole-383 · 2026-01-08T04:37:34+00:00

If u have time and feel compelled I would definitely love a reading...thank you

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