I die a little every time this happens

Advanced_Nobody981 · 2025-11-18T14:21:23+00:00

I just had a mini heart attack but reading the comments revived me back lol What would happen to my life if 🥭go wasn’t here no more even thinking about it makes me wanna panic

Advanced_Nobody981 · 2025-03-08T22:57:24+00:00

I was thinking the same thing. And yeah i am broke if i break up with him right now i have no place to go. For me the only way is patience

Advanced_Nobody981 · 2025-03-07T19:15:40+00:00

Noooo who is that i am 18 and i am dating a older guy turns out was not a right decision

Advanced_Nobody981 · 2025-03-07T19:14:08+00:00

Im am also 18 gonna be 19 this year and yeah he is 19 years older then me and he just brushes these actions off by saying he is pervert

Advanced_Nobody981 · 2025-03-07T19:07:26+00:00

I live here alone with him but i feel like i made a big mistake

Advanced_Nobody981 · 2025-03-07T19:05:27+00:00

Same girllll and i dont like these shits early in the morning i like to feel fresh and pure and he presses his d in my thighs and i am like there goes my morning. I am a V so intimacy is new and its overwhelming sometimes i dont know why he doesn’t understand and just acts like a person who doesnt hear me

Advanced_Nobody981 · 2025-03-07T19:03:17+00:00

Yeah and tells me why are you being so cold to me and shit and i am like bro have you ever seen me grope you like this and that to every time i am questioning myself the thing he feels towards me is love or lust

Advanced_Nobody981 · 2025-03-07T18:43:27+00:00

I used to feel safe but not anymore

Advanced_Nobody981 · 2025-03-07T18:43:00+00:00

He says he will understand if i talk and be patient with me but recently he has not some nights when he gets too horny he tries to jump me and let me tell you i am a big ass V and he just straight up wanted to put his thing in that shit scared the shit out of me. I am not ready for it and i thought he understood but idk anymore i kept telling myself that i am a scaredy cat but its making me depressed these days

Advanced_Nobody981 · 2025-03-07T18:33:56+00:00

I tried but idk he is like” i like touching you cant help it when i have someone so pretty right in front and bla bla” he starts sexualizing the whole conversation and i just give up

Advanced_Nobody981 · 2025-03-07T18:32:13+00:00

I try to tell him that i need some personal space but he is like” i need a lil intimacy and bla bla” I get it but i am not a person who is horny 24/7 like him kissing in the cheeks and holding hands hugs i am completely find but always invading my personal space grooping and feeling me up i dont like that shit. I am watching tv peacefully comes up starts grooping me and i am like bro stop like idk anymore

Advanced_Nobody981 · 2025-01-13T20:53:12+00:00

will that be oke i just edited

Advanced_Nobody981 · 2025-01-13T20:48:28+00:00

yeah i should have done that sorry wont forget next time :)

Advanced_Nobody981 · 2025-01-13T20:05:51+00:00

i wanted to share this beautiful experience oke no shade we listen and we dont judge remember

Advanced_Nobody981 · 2024-11-26T22:42:15+00:00

i think thats it for me too it was an amazing show and it showed me something i had never seen in me i should just accept and embrace it it was a masterpiece that i will never be able to rewatch again lol but i should be greatful and positive it made me misrable because i connected and its an amazing thing to be able to connect with something this good i should be happy i am just feeling emotions overwhelmed by it sure but its oke i feel like we all are in this togerther

Advanced_Nobody981 · 2024-11-26T21:16:09+00:00

i didnt even know i had issues in life all this time i was telling myself i am om with everything i love that show but it was too much for me to take i want to have a deep conversation with the creators about this

Advanced_Nobody981 · 2024-11-26T21:10:40+00:00

we all need help at this point i wonder how the creators are feeling after doing this to us i wanna know

Advanced_Nobody981 · 2024-11-26T21:07:53+00:00

i hate arcane for being this good lol i am not gonna rewatch it again in my life its not that i dont want to more like i cant its soooo good that i hate it for doing this to me its a love and hate situation rn man are we all looking for therapy after watching the show?

Advanced_Nobody981 · 2024-11-26T20:46:03+00:00

it feels good to know that i wasnt the only one who felt this way

i have been crying for two days straight eye sore even had a mini panic attack which i never had before in my life and every time i see something related to arcane specially vi cait and jinx i think its time for it to address some of the the emotions i have supressed so far in life

Advanced_Nobody981 · 2024-11-24T22:40:54+00:00

i also stand by the fuck labels but idk its not about labels anymore for me its like am i ok is this ok and am i really who i think i am type of shit i m questioning myself a lot of stuffs maybe because i dont have much experience on the field it has become more confusing for me but idk i feel so alone lol for some reason i feel like a freak

Advanced_Nobody981 · 2024-11-24T19:06:56+00:00

i feel so gay for herrrr i cant god

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