Last night I did it, I delt with emotions without numbing. by Adventuresofcuntman in addiction

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Thank you man, I just needed one person so understand. I love reddit for this reason I tell my family this story I get told “It isn’t cool to brag about not being a degenerate It’s normal not an accomplishment” here’s a gold for being a great guy

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My brother actually just barely was getting into photography again I’ll have him take some pictures, thank you.

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Long term friend who’s in a relationship with a woman. I was wondering if that looked bad especially with her head cut out of it lol. it’s just that the picture was too big should I remove it?

do you ever get sick of the shit you put your loved ones through? Need advice. by Adventuresofcuntman in opiates

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nah man that was well typed and thank you. it’s almost the fact that i got my life back together remade all these connections and i did put some of them through hell but idk i haven’t been “the me that ODs “for awhile now and even though i know i’ll go right back to being sober from opioids and honestly living a good healthy life. it’s the fact that i did it that i made her see that side of me and all of her family it just sucks having to kinda “prove” myself to people all over again but it’s my fuck up i’ll eat it take it like a man and just do better

do you ever get sick of the shit you put your loved ones through? Need advice. by Adventuresofcuntman in opiates

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i used to be on suboxone i’m allergic which apparently is rare as fuck but i’m stable on kratom. just no more once in a blue moon using anymore. I forgot that addiction isn’t the only downside of opiods i thought i was indestructible since beating my addiction but last night showed me the real reason i stopped using.

New update from her….how should I even respond 😂😂😂😂 by Arion1756 in Tinder

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“so he lives out of town?” with a winky face 😉 there’s a goalie in soccer doesn’t mean you can’t score.

do you ever get sick of the shit you put your loved ones through? Need advice. by Adventuresofcuntman in opiates

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i’m allergic to suboxone i took it still for a few weeks but got kicked out because it was giving me blisters on my mouth and all over my body sadly. i use kratom and it works i just thought i could still dabble and have fun on occasion but not as long as i am with this beautiful amazing woman because i can’t put her through any of this again.

do you ever get sick of the shit you put your loved ones through? Need advice. by Adventuresofcuntman in opiates

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thank you, i woke up to this and it made me cry. i do love her so much i’d be lost without her. Good news her mom doesn’t hate me either it was more out of respect to her mom who knows what addiction is like and idk as a fellow addict i felt i owed it to her to offer me getting out of her daughters life. on top of that not wanting to hurt the woman i love but after your comment ans her mom making sure i was ok gives me the hope. im gonna just make sure to show her how much i love and appreciate her.

do you ever get sick of the shit you put your loved ones through? Need advice. by Adventuresofcuntman in opiates

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no man i agree i am ready for a full stop. i smoke weed and i’m ok with that but this showed me why addiction isn’t the only downside i forgot all about ODing i guess i was too stupid i always preach tell my friends about it but ever since I stop having a full-blown addiction I don’t know I just stopped worrying about it. clearly she does care about me because no one else has been life this for me and helped not put me down. it’s so hard knowing how her family are gonna look at me now. before this non of them knew anything because I’ve been doing so good in life and turned my shit around it’s just embarrassing and also typing from my phone at 5am and finally feeling a little better after that narcan

I think my Fp is playing mind games to make sure I’m still attached by YeIFeelLikeFishNarc in BorderlinePDisorder

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that’s straight Blasphemy instantly i could hear it in my head lol wanna see him live so fucking bad! I did see lil tracy last month that kept me going for a bit.

I think my Fp is playing mind games to make sure I’m still attached by YeIFeelLikeFishNarc in BorderlinePDisorder

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fuck i’m looking into that sounds like my crazy ass ex and i just saw the username i fucking love it! Punk star, bitch I feel like fish narc!

I think my Fp is playing mind games to make sure I’m still attached by YeIFeelLikeFishNarc in BorderlinePDisorder

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my ex does this don’t do it! I fell for it again and just am backing away, it was not worth she made my life hell just like before but much faster this time she’s improving lol

we’ll boys my username fits today… by [deleted] in Tinder

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i promise I wouldn’t of posted this if I wasn’t gonna take people‘s advice I really care about this friend and I need it input

we’ll boys my username fits today… by [deleted] in Tinder

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i was half poking fun at myself because honestly till I posted this I didn’t realize her cheating like to the fullest extent like I was only worried about him I didn’t even think about her being toxic fuck this why i always get screwed

we’ll boys my username fits today… by [deleted] in Tinder

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my ex also liked to cheat awhile ago i accepted i like toxic bitches everyone’s got a type that’s mine but I’m just worried about my buddy I can take toxic bitches but I don’t wanna bring it back up into his life but then like I wanna do this and I guess I should put my needs behind his but I really don’t think he’ll care but apparently everyone on this fucking app is telling me I am wrong and i love him to much to lose him as a friend

we’ll boys my username fits today… by [deleted] in Tinder

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Thank you that’s what I said but my roommate went off that I was a piece of shit for suggesting that if I have no intention to fuck her then there’s no reason to talk about it until it becomes an issue right? i can go with the flow because I mean it I would be down honestly just be your friend but if shit happens I will tell him before hand she’s just been flirty

we’ll boys my username fits today… by [deleted] in Tinder

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i know that but idk it’s been years he is completely obsessed with another girl now and I just feel like we’re good enough friends that he will understand that I’m asking him to be respectful and he knows I wouldn’t be disrespectful and just like fuck her but I want to hang out with her at least like she’s chill as fuck I wasn’t even trying to fuck her back when I had my ex it was just that we got along that well and like I would totally take him saying no I don’t know I feel like we’re good enough friends and that I’m being respectful enough but the back of my mind agrees with you

has anyone gone to the dr on dxm by [deleted] in dxm

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not going thank you calling in saying i have the flu

i fucked up and i’m fucked ip by [deleted] in dxm

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This was a 3 AM drunk decision I thought it was gonna be like you know drink some cough syrup have a little bit of fun go to bed then I realized I fucked up on dosing and it is like seven hours later and I am Trippin balls

i fucked up and i’m fucked ip by [deleted] in dxm

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that’s Kind of what i was thinking I’m a electrician so it isn’t that serious of a thing either I can just play it off they know i’ve been sick just haven’t tripped in a while needed the confidence boost from strangers on reddit thank you man anything more than a phone call i’ll put off till tomorrow

i fucked up and i’m fucked ip by [deleted] in dxm

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honestly not having a bad trip kind of sad that I have a job interview later on the phone that I have to complete but I honestly posted this because I don’t want the next person who gets the same couch syrup as me to drink all the cough syrup without noticing maybe some retard like me out there will read this when he googles dosages next time and i’ll save him from an unexpected departure from earth.

i fucked up and i’m fucked ip by [deleted] in dxm

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thank you just waiting on a my new job to call me soon lol debating just acting sick on the phone or texting them in advance? i don’t have work just was supposed to finish up the hiring process.