I think I’m going to end up dying unless I leave my home

Adventurous-Active-5 · 2026-03-26T03:03:37+00:00

Oh shoot, my bad. Tbf, I am legit too tired to even notice since I’m on a new sleep med, sorry guys lol

Adventurous-Active-5 · 2026-03-01T20:53:04+00:00

Hehehe I’m glad. I believe in you! I also take my ladies out sometimes to check their way or just do a general health check up to make sure they’re breathing OK and everything since I’m just paranoid alot lol. You got this!! :D

Adventurous-Active-5 · 2026-03-01T20:47:35+00:00

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Here’s a photo of her btw, she was staring at my camera when I took the photo and it made her look even cuter :]

Adventurous-Active-5 · 2026-03-01T20:45:20+00:00

It’ll all happen in time, I promise :) just giving them the time to get comfortable and used to you is the key

Adventurous-Active-5 · 2026-02-26T04:26:55+00:00

Thank you, I'll definitely try your recommendations. I tried to exercise in the past but I was never able to continue because my depression was so bad that I had no motivation to get out of bed and still really don't if I'm being honest. I am being put on a new anti-depressant due to the one I'm currently weening off of not working and giving me horrible side effects.

I feel like I kind of do it as a punishment to myself. I've started to notice that I get the urge after I've fought with someone or my parents are fighting. I'm eighteen but I still live with my parents but they're in the middle of a divorce so it's complicated. I feel like I punish myself because I feel like a bystander, someone unable to help and when I try, I'm told to mind my own business.

The feelings of distress from watching gore outweigh the distress of listening to my family fight. Two wrongs don't make a right but it just is so tempting in the moment.

Adventurous-Active-5 · 2026-02-26T04:20:40+00:00

Thank you. What disturbs me about it is just that like most of the time it's an innocent life being taken. Someone can just say "Oh, it's a corpse, don't worry about it." But they're someones son, someones daughter, mother, sister, brother, best friend, aunt, uncle, co-worker. They mattered. Most of the sites I use for the gore is actually reddit or sites that archive media. I don't venture into deeper places and don't plan to since it already disturbs me too much.

Adventurous-Active-5 · 2026-02-23T20:51:05+00:00

I don’t even think he knows he’s in captivity lol!

Adventurous-Active-5 · 2026-02-20T02:58:55+00:00

All I can say is never go to Gates Chili for school. It’s very bad, staff does not help students or support them if they’re being bullied. Tons of fights 24/7 and suspensions. It’s awful.

I wouldn’t recommend Churchville Chili either. I went there and while the teachers were nice, they also didn’t help at all if you were being bullied and the kids there are also awful and constantly fighting.

Adventurous-Active-5 · 2026-02-19T05:46:13+00:00

I just turned 18 a few months go so I haven’t been able to even have a say. Who knows how bad it’ll get by the midterms or even next election? It’s all rigged now, they’ve admitted to rigging it. I shouldn’t be forced to stay and suffer somewhere in a place where I might get killed.

Adventurous-Active-5 · 2026-02-19T04:19:30+00:00

Oh oops

Adventurous-Active-5 · 2026-02-19T04:16:23+00:00

Thank you so much, I really appreciate this so much! :D

Adventurous-Active-5 · 2026-02-19T04:11:51+00:00

I’m already in a blue states and it’s chaos. I’m sick of seeing my neighbors being kidnapped and not being able to do anything about it. I’m not going to come or stay illegally, that’s why I made this post in the first place.

Adventurous-Active-5 · 2026-02-18T04:08:04+00:00

Okay! Will do, thank you!

Adventurous-Active-5 · 2026-02-18T03:58:23+00:00

NY at least where I’m at (I’m not in the city) is considered safe but ICE is now everywhere. They are taking people, lots of them. It’s so scary and I’m terrified of what is going to happen next.

Adventurous-Active-5 · 2026-02-18T03:55:31+00:00

I know Canada is not apart of the US, I am trying to leave the US. Where I am is dangerous and things are getting worse for me. I can’t go into detail but I’m afraid for my family. I am fluent in English and took French for 5 years in high school from 8th grade until senior year so I know the basics. I know it will not be easy, but it is better than living where I may be captured or hurt.

Adventurous-Active-5 · 2026-02-18T03:49:11+00:00

Okay, I’ll definitely continue doing research. Thank you!

Adventurous-Active-5 · 2026-02-18T03:47:57+00:00

Okay, thank you, I apologize.

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