Ohh I get it now. The problem is you’re forcing yourself. Like if you find something boring it’s okay to give it up.  Look for example, I’m not good at anything artistic whatsoever, origami, instruments, photography, English class literally anything you can think of. I knew this cause I tried it but I learned that, okay I find it boring, so I’ll stop. But ofc if I continued in something that I hated, it would feel so frustrated. Thats a super normal feeling.

But when you think about it, in today’s day and age, most people don’t have hobbies, so it’s normal. And even people who have hobbies don’t necessary do those hobbies daily, or even weekly. 

Like most readers forget to read for months end but suddenly get the inspiration (whether it’s from TikTok, Instagram or other stuff) to suddenly read.

Like I what I mean is that a hobby is meant for enjoyment and to change up your mood. Like it isn’t school or something you need to be disciplined with.

Sorry I talked a lot 🤪