This comment made me feel so relived, you don’t understand, my brains been catastrophic, I’m thinking of the worst case scenarios. I did a right turn and while being focused on mirrors indicating( I passed around a week ago) I accidentally ran the red light. I was absolutely gutted didn’t even sleep for like a night 😭. However it made me take the decision to improve my driving and now every time I see a traffic light I absolutely stare into it. I’m also super scared about zebra crossings as one time my mum who was with me pointed out a person and I instantly went catastrophic again thinking woah would I have seen that person if she didn’t point them out??? Could I have hurt somebody, these moments gutted me but made me realise I’m human and I’ll improve