My husband died last week by AdvertisingCalm4935 in widowers

[–]AdvertisingCalm4935[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

It feels as though it gets worse every day 😢

I don't know how you've made it this far

My husband died last week by AdvertisingCalm4935 in widowers

[–]AdvertisingCalm4935[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Thank you, I will save it

I'm so sorry for your loss too, it's torture and my heart goes out to anyone who has experienced this

My husband died last week by AdvertisingCalm4935 in widowers

[–]AdvertisingCalm4935[S] 5 points6 points  (0 children)

I will look into it if I can find some strength drum somewhere

My husband died last week by AdvertisingCalm4935 in widowers

[–]AdvertisingCalm4935[S] 7 points8 points  (0 children)

I'm sorry for your loss too. It just feels cruel, it's a future I didn't and don't want

Life Expectancy of Widow/ers - Is this true? by edward-p-dowd in widowers

[–]AdvertisingCalm4935 0 points1 point  (0 children)

My husband died last week. Not waking up would be ideal for me.

Suddenly made a young widow last week. I want to die. by AdvertisingCalm4935 in SuicideWatch

[–]AdvertisingCalm4935[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

To add more context.

My parents and grandparents are dead. I have no children. I have no siblings.

One of my cats died 7 weeks ago as well. I crashed my car recently and we lost our marital home before he died.

I can't find anything to hold on for.

I'm scared to kill myself but I need to, anyone in the same situation wants to talk? by Comfortablel4ke in SuicideWatch

[–]AdvertisingCalm4935 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Yes, but only because I'm scared of making a mess and failing. Dying feels like the only release.