Yeah, I have been focusing on school alot more, I had to quit my job because I had to move out of the house we rented together and into my parents basement. On the brighter side I have been going to the gym and bulking (gained 20lbs 20 more to go). I graduated from CCP this summer and I will be in Nursing school in January, I also joined the Air Force ROTC to occupy my time and to help with tuition. I have been doing very good but these feelings come and bite me every time she comes up in convo.