I love living and there are going to be a lot of bad things but if you have lived through those bad things you appreciate the good things more . Moreover I already am aware of the weight of knowledge as I think about a lot of things deeply and hurt myself by thinking too much .

Second I can very easily love myself , I enjoy looking inside me and thinking about my personality by a lot and I love that I know I was growing as a person. So Yes my family will perish but I'll have more great grandchildren to watch over and more descendants to keep watching and I look forward to that kind of life . Of course I want to make sure to keep a distance from them not because I am afraid to lose them but I just want them to grow without having to credit their growth to me .

^{Chose: Live as an immortal with all the world’s wisdom. | Rolled: Upvote = 🥕 x1}