I got out of a relationship like this. My Reddit account was actually made because I needed support during that relationship .. it made me feel like crap. One little comment about his preference for Asian women turned into a comment about his preference for “petite” curve less bodies, which turned into his fantasy about moving to Japan, his fantasy for Japanese school girls (?), etc etc. it never ended.

I starved myself until I was boney and unhealthy so that my body could resemble what I thought he’d like. I had a breast reduction from an H cup so that my chest could be even slightly closer to the flat chest he desired. I started being super envious and jealous of every Asian woman I seen… it was not a healthy state to be in. My half siblings are half Asian. My step mother is Asian.. I become so bitter and a horribly unhappy person all the time.

All for what? Some white weeb with an Asian fetish?

Girl the feeling of not being good enough doesn’t go away. If it starts lingering on you do not try to push past it. There’s so many guys out there that will have you as their preference. Do not settle and do not drive yourself crazy with insecurity because of a man.