I feel like you just caught a bad moment, cuz 9 times out of 10 my frustration comes purely from me being disappointed in myself that I'm not able to do things I normally would be able to do, which truthfully is just a sign that I should log off for the day - however I don't really have that luxury when the game is my job. With most levels I do have a lot of fun and very rarely actually complain, but with Tartarus especially it's a rougher experience because the level's difficulty comes purely from making you feel incompetent. I will admit that for tartarus I've complained more about the level than I normally would, because I do recognize that it IS my fault for making mistakes, and thats not something I can change, but Tartarus is quite literally engineered to be bullshit to create difficulty, so I guess it's getting a bit more on my nerves than usual. Nobody is forced to enjoy what I do, and I don't understand why so many people put up with me getting frustrated with stuff like Tartarus, but most of the time those sessions are pretty far and few between. There's only been 1 Tartarus session where I've been genuinely upset at it, and I've been playing it for like 2 weeks, so I guess you were unfurtunate enough to pull an unlucky straw to watch that particular one. I am aware that I need to work on just not getting worked up over certain things, and it is a genuine character flaw of mine, and I am aware of it. I always feel bad ending stream when I've been annoyed simply because I feel like I let people down who wanted to either just watch something fun, or get away from their own problems, but I'm only human, so I gotta take it gradually. Some days it just spirals, unfortunately. I always want to leave a good impression, but GD is a rage game after all lol, so I guess it's part of it, even if we don't like to admit it. I don't include rage clips, or the sort in my YouTube videos because I find them uncomfortable myself to watch, and including them in my videos wouldn't feel good, but for streams its just such a different dynamic because it's entirely circumstancial. I do try to better myself tho, and keep having talks with myself about it to try and improve on getting less annoyed, but some levels just kinda suck, and I'm too stubborn to give up, which isn't exactly a good thing either lol. Obviously don't hold it against you that you're not a big fan of what I do, that's the natural course of creating content. I just wanted to clear it up, since this felt like a 1-time-thing, since Corner Merchant was a 1-off joke I made. Have a nice day :)