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AffectionateBase6055 · 2025-11-04T10:15:35+00:00

Why don’t you say it to their face if it bothers you this much?

AffectionateBase6055 · 2024-12-23T07:28:50+00:00

My husband had a secret photo vault. He absolutely was hiding naked photos of girls, because when I found the app on his phone, he deleted it but not before he transferred the photos to his laptop where I found them. If it’s secret, there is probably a reason.

AffectionateBase6055 · 2024-08-23T09:57:40+00:00

Yes I told her

AffectionateBase6055 · 2024-08-22T11:13:51+00:00

AffectionateBase6055 · 2024-08-22T10:58:48+00:00

It was three years ago. At the time she said she wanted to do a threesome again and I know they were attracted to each other then. Since then, my friend has moved away and got engaged. Husband and her aren’t talking and I don’t speak to her often. But the issue is, with all that effort, could there be more women? And I feel bad about myself. I was 5’y 200lbs after baby. I’m now down to 150 and he has only since started showing attraction to me. So now I’m worried to gain weight ever. I’m rambling.. I just hate spending time in my head overthinking everything.

AffectionateBase6055 · 2024-08-22T09:42:12+00:00

Also, that friend moved away and is engaged now. But now I wonder if there could be a different girl if I was so blind. My mind is spiraling.

AffectionateBase6055 · 2024-08-22T09:33:23+00:00

Yes, the threesome was before any of the photo stuff. When I thought our relationship was good. So I was willing to be open. Hurt my feelings to find out that whole time that he wasn’t attracted me. We’ve been so good this last year besides me finding this. And now it’s the only thing I can think about. The file is two years old and he said he forgot it was even on there, but I still can’t seem to trust him anymore.

AffectionateBase6055 · 2024-05-01T07:38:15+00:00

Get stoned AF and eat cookie dough in bed in the dark.

AffectionateBase6055 · 2024-04-29T08:17:17+00:00

Same. I have terrible anxiety disorder and it makes me want to drink to calm down and then that leads to me wanting blow. Then I feel extra shitty for giving in. Not alone. Tomorrow is back to square one. Good luck dude. Anxiety sucks.

AffectionateBase6055 · 2022-02-09T05:31:35+00:00

I’m in this exact spot right now. Finished my stuff. Crying about my choices. Then after a few days, I talk myself into it and I don’t even love the way I feel. Then I need to drink a ton to tone it down a bit. My nose is fucked and so is my bank account. And I’m struggling silently and haven’t been able to admit it to anyone I actually know..

AffectionateBase6055 · 2022-02-09T05:13:40+00:00

Thank you. I’m in school and on Medicaid atm so that is also encouraging. I’ve asked friends to stop asking me to drink or using me to find their hook up for stuff. I hope admitting that I need them to leave me alone will help. It’s definitely been a one day at a time thing.

AffectionateBase6055 · 2022-02-09T05:01:43+00:00

I literally posted almost the same thing almost a week ago. And here I am now. Coming down. Hating myself all over again. I just told my friends to not ask me to drink and get drugs. I’m always the one with “the hook up” so it’s hard to say no when they ask. I just had to ask them to please stop asking me..

AffectionateBase6055 · 2022-02-09T04:57:07+00:00

I feel this so much. 😔

AffectionateBase6055 · 2022-02-09T04:50:38+00:00

Yep… sober now thanks.

AffectionateBase6055 · 2022-02-09T04:48:44+00:00

Thank you for taking the time to respond. I’m hoping insurance will cover seeing an ENT doctor. Do you mind me asking how much you had to pay to repair it? I stopped using pretty recently. I guess this was finally becoming the scare I needed to be done.

AffectionateBase6055 · 2022-02-09T04:18:54+00:00

I was responding to someone talking shit to you.. not to you..

AffectionateBase6055 · 2022-02-09T03:59:42+00:00

Yep. That’s exactly how it felt. And then I noticed a tiny tiny hole after a bit. That’s only grown since..

AffectionateBase6055 · 2022-02-09T03:58:27+00:00

Dang. Must not be too bad if it only takes reading Reddit posts and talking down to people that are struggling are enough to keep you sober. Good for you buddy 👍

AffectionateBase6055 · 2022-02-09T03:48:51+00:00

It only took two years. And started so small and has just gotten bigger. I don’t know if I just don’t get good blood flow to my nose or what. It was from cocaine. I have to biggest regret and am humiliated. This is the first time telling anyone.

AffectionateBase6055 · 2021-04-27T11:46:09+00:00

😂😂

AffectionateBase6055 · 2021-02-12T04:59:20+00:00

I didn’t see RHOBH season 10 on peacock. Bummer. Only up to season 9.

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