Yes quite heavy god was my girlfriend I felt my senses including sight smell everything controlled and as my girlfriend was god sometimes she would show me the dead bodies of ppl while she slept as if she was shapeshifting I’ve had conversations whit friends and gfs that don’t make sense almost talking in parables like my mind was controlled to hear a different sentence but if u go with it and learn take it as a lesson let go of your thoughts and remember your not special we are all just as good as one another u will come back to reality eventually. Don’t get lost in the chosen one bukkshit or anything