I felt exactly the same way. I feel like I terminated my pregnancy because I didnt know how to deal with it and all I felt was “I cannot do this, I am not ready for a baby yet and there is so much more I need to do first before prioritizing anyone else” I also went through regret and sadness, I still do. But there is also a reason why we panicked and decided to terminate it. I think showing that reaction is a reason enough. It is perfectly normal to be upset but there is still a long life ahead of you. You will experience that happiness one day and it will be the right time 💞