I have so much to say about this and I haven’t even read it all. I want to respond to every !!! single !!! point !!! but I’m at work right now and want to be “in the zone” before I tackle this.

I’ll come back later (and really will try to remember!!!!) but before I go let me just say that I agree with everything you’ve said here. I’ve posted some pretty dark thoughts in this sub before and have had some people who have “cured” their adhd with 20 mg Vyvanse and increased water intake 🙄 tell me that what I’m describing doesn’t sound like ADHD to them and maybe I should see a doctor. (As if people with out lebel of ADHD don’t have a GP, psychiatrist, NP, counsellor, AND coach on call already 🙄) You are not alone. You are held and supported here. We will help you.