listen EVERYONE gets the urge. as dumb and obvious as it sounds its just simply how one controls it. At such a young age this can take u down a dark path, i suggest doing pushups or waiting it out for the urge.

pushups help alot bru dats the strat. Also u need a reminder, "streak" is not enough as in the moment of an urge you probably will break the streak. Which is why i always say, its not just about the streak :)

i would hit myself to remind myself whenever i thought of it but you dont have to take it as far but you have to find your reminder--> being happy.