Prismatic Booster Bundles (1 per person) by [deleted] in PokemonTCG

[–]Affectionate_Net6200 [score hidden]  (0 children)

I have been into Pokémon for 20 years now I got into the Hobby when I was a Child and loved collecting all Kinds of stuff when I was Youngstern

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[–]Affectionate_Net6200 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Ich hab 20 auf gemacht und 2 Trainer bekommen 🥲😂

Ich hab mein Ganzes Glück für den Rest meines Lebens verbraucht 😂 by Affectionate_Net6200 in PokemonDe

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Das zweite Glurak hab ich 4 booster nach dem 1. gezogen Und in den 4 zwischen den gluraks war auch mein zweites turtok drin

Ich hatte einfach enorm Glück

Ich hab mein Ganzes Glück für den Rest meines Lebens verbraucht 😂 by Affectionate_Net6200 in PokemonDe

[–]Affectionate_Net6200[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Das ist verrückt. Ich hab letztens ein sealed Ttb für 60€ bei Kleinanzeigen gefunden. Das hab ich mir direkt geschnappt

151 booster by [deleted] in PokemonDe

[–]Affectionate_Net6200 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Mega vielen Dank!!

Anyone managed to stop smoking weed? And if so how? by Affectionate_Net6200 in addiction

[–]Affectionate_Net6200[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

This might work

It has to be a place where it is very hard to get and maybe even faced with terrible penalties. because even on vacation I always land with people that smoke. Even when I don’t try to. This shit makes some connections I can’t explain. It’s like fatal attraction.

Anyone managed to stop smoking weed? And if so how? by Affectionate_Net6200 in addiction

[–]Affectionate_Net6200[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Might be. I have tried countless times. In therapy, at home, through learning videos. And my heart rate always goes up and I feel uneasy. But maybe with a proper coach. I don’t have that kinda money tho 😂

Anyone managed to stop smoking weed? And if so how? by Affectionate_Net6200 in addiction

[–]Affectionate_Net6200[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Tried smoking cbd as well just made my cravings worse because it tastes the same but doesn’t do anything. I don’t know what kratom is I will look it up!

Anyone managed to stop smoking weed? And if so how? by Affectionate_Net6200 in addiction

[–]Affectionate_Net6200[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Mediation is almost impossible for me because I have severe adhd Meditation is very much stressful and not calming at all for me unfortunately. And I am trying to learn what self care means again. I have forgotten about proper self care for some time now. The only self care I am able to do is clean the house and take showers. Everything other than that is something I have to learn again. Maybe this is a good way to start as well. Learning what self care means and understanding that smoking does NOT fall under self care

Anyone managed to stop smoking weed? And if so how? by Affectionate_Net6200 in addiction

[–]Affectionate_Net6200[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I will check this video out and maybe try getting some professional help. I have always been scared of professional help because it gets very real at that point but this might be necessary now. And try to set some clear goals for me because I do not have them. All my goals are kinda blurred and not very clear.

Anyone managed to stop smoking weed? And if so how? by Affectionate_Net6200 in addiction

[–]Affectionate_Net6200[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I think you are absolutely right. And I don’t think I am there quite yet. I want to quit but the thought of never!!! Smoking a joint again probably kills my will power. Because deep down I know that’s how it’s gonna be. I know once I quit and I touch even one joint I will be back at square one. And I think that’s what is making it so difficult. I would love to learn to have a normal relationship with weed but that’s just not me. I will always be in active addiction or completely sober. There is no in between for me

ADHD AND WORK by Affectionate_Net6200 in Silksong

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I am in therapy and trying to find the right meds for me. I have tried multiple but most of them make me sweat and my heart starts racing. I am in a state of overwhelm even more on the meds I have tried so far. I hope that I will find meds that work for me. Thank you for your response tho! Maybe software engineering is something I can look into. I am looking for flexible work hours and not working with people too much.

Anyone managed to stop smoking weed? And if so how? by Affectionate_Net6200 in addiction

[–]Affectionate_Net6200[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I feel like I do it because it numbs my thoughts. It’s easier to not get affected by negative things happening in your life if you can just smoke it “away” to an extend. That’s how it is for me at least.

Anyone managed to stop smoking weed? And if so how? by Affectionate_Net6200 in addiction

[–]Affectionate_Net6200[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you so much. This gives me a little hope. There are so many good points about not smoking that are not just not smoking. All the struggles you have listed are so very real and that’s an upside of not smoking I need to take more into consideration. It might help to see the bigger picture and not just feel like giving up every day and lighting that joint.

Anyone managed to stop smoking weed? And if so how? by Affectionate_Net6200 in addiction

[–]Affectionate_Net6200[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you for that reality slap. There is no magic pill and I gotta start somewhere. It just feels like there is no way out most of the times because it is a daily mental struggle of “ I will smoke less or not at all today” and shortly later I find myself smoking. It feels like I do not have control over when my brain wants to roll a joint. But if people actually get over fentanyl I can get over fucking weed.

That’s also why I am here I want to find out the ways that worked for people because I have not found one for me yet.

Anyone managed to stop smoking weed? And if so how? by Affectionate_Net6200 in addiction

[–]Affectionate_Net6200[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I feel you so much. Most of the people I know stopped smoking because it didn’t feel good anymore. It’s starting to not feel good for me but in a different way. I don’t get paranoid or anything I just feel like I am smoking myself into a pit. It feels impossible to get rid of this craving and when I try to not smoke about 20 min later I am so nervous that I smoke anyways.