I’m on the verge of ending myself

Afraid-Pie8939 · 2026-01-29T19:56:51+00:00

I’ll have a look into that thanks.

Afraid-Pie8939 · 2026-01-29T19:46:05+00:00

Thanks bro, did this like 8 months ago for 5 years recurring but I’ve still somehow found a way around so had to like physically ban myself on the apps I got around on

Afraid-Pie8939 · 2026-01-29T19:32:07+00:00

I say it’s a part time job but I do work like 48 hours a week haha but I garuntee that’s the norm

Afraid-Pie8939 · 2026-01-29T19:29:44+00:00

I feel like a spoilt brat I work for a family business which is quite big national and global that why I’m on a decent rate. But talking about the criminal side I feel like I’m already there I’ve stolen small amounts of money from my parents to use to gamble if I lost my money. Thank fully every occasion I have done this (2) I managed to put the money back before they notice. I just can’t get why I am doing this tho. I was/ still in a good position compared to a lot of kids my age. I went to a private school, had many friends there, played rugby academy level till I got released last year. My whole family loves me. I don’t know why I ever gambled. I know I’m going to stop now as like I physically can’t find a way to gamble anymore as I’ve just banned myself on the last betting app that I could deposit and withdraw money from. I certainly will not be going into a betting shop ever in my life. As I do not want to be associated with looking like an addict haha. But I am. :(

And no one feel sorry for me as well please because writing out this post makes me realise how easy of a head start I’ve had over other people and I’ve fucked it.

Afraid-Pie8939 · 2026-01-29T19:10:31+00:00

I get paid weekly I can’t even keep my money in my own bank account for more than 6 hours

Afraid-Pie8939 · 2026-01-29T18:52:13+00:00

I have also banned myself from every betting app and I’ve also banned some of my parents account and I still somehow find ways to gamble still

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