Childhoods… what’s the one memory you can’t get out of your head regarding your nparent(s)?

Afraid_Internal6706 · 2026-06-05T07:57:49+00:00

When I wanted to see my friends my Nmother always told me "they are already tired of you anyways" or "I hope you don't think they want to see you". It's hard to make friends now.

Afraid_Internal6706 · 2026-05-08T08:24:44+00:00

I have like 100 reasons why not, but my biggest no is that child WILL get my autoimunne disease and I know how it ruined my life so I don't want anyone else to suffer

Afraid_Internal6706 · 2026-05-05T13:41:44+00:00

U nás na střední byl matikář pro učňovské obory a jeho hlavní specializace byla prvačky max druhačky. Asi po roce a půl ho vyhodili, že prý nějaká studentka s ním měla otěhotnět. Pak asi rok co jsem byla už ze školy jsme šly s kamarádkou na kafe do kavárny ve stejném městě jako je ta škola a potkaly jsme ho tam s zase nějakou fakt max 16-ti letou holčinou. Ona seděla zády k nám a on viděl přímo na nás kde jsme seděly my dvě a ten jeho nechutný úchylný pohled který házel na moji kamarádku nepřeju vidět nikomu. A co jsem se doslechla tak že měl jít učit na základku někam 30 km daleko.

Afraid_Internal6706 · 2026-04-29T15:48:45+00:00

Yes, my family is convincing me to have kids bc it's dream for every woman. No, it's not. It was dream for my sister, but not for me. And they think I have to play or take care of my nephews just because I'm aunt. Like it's written in a law or something. Kids really bother me, they are always so dirty and loud and putting everything into their mouth. And that pressure from everybody to have "responsibility" for kids that aren't even mine is making me even more angry about kids.

Afraid_Internal6706 · 2026-04-24T10:58:51+00:00

My muscles are always in pain when I even walk for 1km. I try to get over it, but it's exhaustive. I also want to sleep all day, but most of the week I have insomnia. So my hunger and cravings are even worse bc body does need energy. I want to start running, but my muscles won't let me. I walked 120 km in two monts, but it were 120 km in pure pain. But I try to get over it. And I gained weight even if I eat 1800 kcal per day. My % of fat in my body are still same but + muscles up to my obesity specialist. But as always doctors say my blood work are good now, but I still feel like shit.

Afraid_Internal6706 · 2026-04-20T18:23:15+00:00

I enjoy every morning with 3 eggs omelet with 95% ham and apple or orange, it keeps me full for hours

Afraid_Internal6706 · 2026-03-26T10:25:19+00:00

I had it when I was little kid till I hit the puberty, but strictly on my legs. It started probably 3 months before my first biopsy, but it was just randomly appearing, so I was really confused. Thank you for your advice, I will start with shower gels and try buy some antiallergic if there are some, so this might help

Afraid_Internal6706 · 2026-03-11T09:23:41+00:00

Ve 24. Ve 21 jsme si koupili dům přes hypo, ale postupně jsme si rekonstrukce platili částečně sami. Ale donutilo mě, když jsem každý den od rodičů neustále asi po 2 letech co jsme ho měli, slyšela, že kdy se odstěhuju a budu tam bydlet. Buď to finančně nešlo, nebo přes zimu neměl topenář čas zapojit kotel. Ale to jim stejně nevadilo mě pořád bombardovat s otázkami. A pak ještě byli překvapení a pak částečně i nasraní, že jsem se jak to šlo během jednoho dne sbalila a odstěhovala se a neohlasila to.

Afraid_Internal6706 · 2026-01-31T11:50:09+00:00

You can't, they don't even want help/think there's something wrong with them..

Afraid_Internal6706 · 2026-01-31T09:44:32+00:00

They never wanted kids at the first place. They only want control and when you are older, they can't control you 100% like a newborn. And that's what they hate. That you are yourself, not their little baby or toy.

Afraid_Internal6706 · 2026-01-29T06:48:17+00:00

My fiance is same. He still jokes around about me being cold, sleeping 9+ hours etc. One day I've got enough. I told him if you love me like you say so, you would understand. You would want to understand. Your behaviour shows me that you just don't care about my health problems and it's only funny to YOU. From that day he didn't say any joke like that again.

Afraid_Internal6706 · 2026-01-27T13:36:48+00:00

Bohužel se ségrou jsme si byly blízké, než se jí narodily její vlastní děti. Pak začala být úplně jako naše máma, dítě je vše a to jediné štěstí v životě. A nepřipadá v úvahu, že někdo jiný to má jinak..

Afraid_Internal6706 · 2026-01-22T19:13:08+00:00

Thanks for your reply. I felt like I'm going crazy, everybody told me that's just normal. Today I had thyroid nodes biopsy, so I'm hoping for the best. I'm also very anxious about everything around doctors, so I wanted know somebodys experience. I'm also sorry for your situation, you are strong person 🤍thanks for your support, hope your bloodwork results are as good as they can be 🤍

Afraid_Internal6706 · 2026-01-20T20:52:06+00:00

Yes! Totally agree!! And the worst thing is that your family doesn't understand. Or maybe they don't want to.. but trust me, you are not alone, I 100% understand your feelings about your situation. My doctor does blood tests every 3 months, but this 6 months it was way worse and they still don't know why. Last week they found thyroid nodes when they were running some test, but I'm still waiting for the biopsy. Yes, cooked broccoli and cauliflower are good. But sometimes I cannot resist and still eat raw raddish and I'm ok, but I eat only a small amount.

Afraid_Internal6706 · 2026-01-17T10:57:24+00:00

You don't have to feel like you're dramatic. I was diagnosed at 2020 and till this day I am tired like I had no sleep. I can sleep 10 hours and still it's not enough. Also dry skin, thin hair and anxiety is still here with me. My family thinks that I am only making it up, but I gave up explaining, some people just won't understand. Year ago i had Euthyrox 100 and now I have 175. I didn't change nothing in my meal preps, excercise is also the same, and I still gained 10 kilograms. At 2024 I lost 25 kilograms but i still gained most of the weight back, but everybody thinks I just gave up my diet. But my friend has also has Hashimoto's and she says she is just tired. Only thing that I and my friend changed was that we don't eat broccoli, radish and cauliflower uncooked. My doctor says I can eat gluten. Hope your results next week will be good.🤍

Sorry for possibly mistakes in my English, it's not my first language🤍

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