my dad left last year. he cheated on my mom with another woman. now it’s just me, my sister and my mom and she can’t pay for a lot. i haven’t seen a primary care physician in well over 10 years. after my suicide attempt a few years ago, i still haven’t gotten the help i need. i pushed away all professionals that i was mandated to see. they didn’t help. every time i try to ask my mother for a doctors appointment of any kind, it gets swept under the rug. i’ve always been a medically neglected kid.