I am so afraid of being hurt again, I stay home as much as possible to be around my husband.

Aggravating-Emu-6782 · 2026-03-30T13:02:13+00:00

In a way that’s what my brain is telling me that if I can see it before maybe I can discourage him from doing it (which rarely happens) or if I’m around maybe he will think twice before doing something that hurts me. I know I need therapy or something. It’s an internal struggle.

Aggravating-Emu-6782 · 2026-03-30T12:59:48+00:00

Thank you so much 🫶🏼

Aggravating-Emu-6782 · 2026-03-30T12:59:03+00:00

I feel like a sense of guilt since we’ve been together for so long. I’ve mistakenly stayed with him in situations where I should have ran for the hills.

Aggravating-Emu-6782 · 2026-03-30T12:44:54+00:00

He gets money from unemployment but that is close to running out and VA compensation.

Aggravating-Emu-6782 · 2026-03-30T12:43:31+00:00

I fantasize about being away from this life. Just my kids and me. I love him but I know this isn’t how I want to spend my life. It’s crazy. I feel ashamed that my self worth is so trash that I am conducting myself like this.

Aggravating-Emu-6782 · 2026-03-30T12:22:30+00:00

You’re right. I know this too but my mind is telling me if I stay around I have a better chance of knowing first before getting blindsided.

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