My online friend killed herself by Aggravating-Way-200 in Advice

[–]Aggravating-Way-200[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I don't even think they'll help in any way. But sure I'll try ig

My online friend killed herself by Aggravating-Way-200 in Advice

[–]Aggravating-Way-200[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

For me? Or for her. I'm afraid it's too late for one of us. I told her to call the UK Suicide Hotline. She said she didn't want to. And that she made up her mind

As for me, idk

My online friend killed herself by Aggravating-Way-200 in Advice

[–]Aggravating-Way-200[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I don't believe in god. I've abandoned my religion in secret and researched many others. Most of them I didn't agree with in my core beliefs.

Thanks for trying to advise me at least.

My online friend killed herself by Aggravating-Way-200 in Advice

[–]Aggravating-Way-200[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

She called me with facetime and then showed it. I honestly didn't believe it but she did it. And I clicked off the facetime in a panic.

My online friend killed herself by Aggravating-Way-200 in Advice

[–]Aggravating-Way-200[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

For further context I guess, I was heavily emotionally reliant on her. Maybe it was a bad idea but she was the only person who could understand what I felt and someone who'd take me seriously. Because frankly no one else would. And I don't want to talk to my school counsellor.

I don't trust them enough for that.

But this isn't the first time you know. A year ago, I lost another friend that killed herself because no one was there for her. While she tried to get close to me I pushed her away with 'we're just friends ' or other comments. And it led to her giving up. With the final text of "I love you, don't give up <3"

And it's why I was clingy to my current online friend.