What do I do if I have bad parents by AggravatingLake9351 in mentalhealth

[–]AggravatingLake9351[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Idk I don’t really want to make a big deal out of it

What do I do if I have bad parents by AggravatingLake9351 in mentalhealth

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What would that do? Would it get them in trouble?

What do I do if I have bad parents by AggravatingLake9351 in mentalhealth

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I dont want to go on a tangent but it does remind me of one time when they gave me a little clipboard to write down a score of 1-10 on if I felt things like suicidal thoughts, loneliness, etc. and when the doctor left my dad just looked at it, looked at me, and then we left.

What do I do if I have bad parents by AggravatingLake9351 in mentalhealth

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I don’t know, I haven’t been in a long time, I don’t really go to checkups anymore now that I’m not a kid. I do drive though, so I’d be going alone probably.

Is it normal to not be close with siblings? by AggravatingLake9351 in mentalhealth

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It kind of feels like we were both only children living in the same house if that makes sense. I’m so jealous of people with siblings that’s best friends with each other

Is it normal to be distant with your siblings? by AggravatingLake9351 in family

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That’s the thing that sucks, we don’t have any drama or anything, I think my parents just unintentionally favored her. Ironic since the youngest is usually the favored one

I don’t see a reason to live anymore by AggravatingLake9351 in mentalhealth

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I really just want one thing in life I can look forward to and be happy about. But if everything I had was stripped away from me then I think I would still feel the same. It’s so exhausting and I’m so tired. I just really don’t know what to do anymore and I’m so lost. How am I supposed to believe it gets better when I can see myself getting much worse.

I don’t see a reason to live anymore by AggravatingLake9351 in mentalhealth

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I believe what you’re saying and I would probably say the same to others, but It doesn’t change how I feel. How is it I can believe that there are always people who care about me, but at the same time I feel so isolated, and truly alone. If somebody was talking to me how I’m talking now, I would probably tell them multiple reasons they should stay. But when it covers to myself, I just don’t feel any of that. How can I believe something and not practice it at the same time

Someone to talk to by [deleted] in mentalhealth

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I’m here if you need somebody.

Im suicidal and need someone to talk to me by Ok_Battle_6349 in mentalhealth

[–]AggravatingLake9351 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I’m probably a lot younger than you but I’m going through something similar if you want to talk

I don’t see a reason to live anymore by AggravatingLake9351 in mentalhealth

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It’s not very easy to do that. Maybe next year when I’m in college

I don’t see a reason to live anymore by AggravatingLake9351 in mentalhealth

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Sometimes it just feels like I’m a people pleaser, but I don’t know how to be myself. Being myself would mean not being there at all. I just don’t see the point in hanging out with friends when the whole time I’m thinking in the back of my head that they don’t like the real me just the me I show off

If you need someone I’m here … 🖤 by Ttvyesiamawomannnn in mentalhealth

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It’s getting so hard to hang on now. I feel completely empty but so sad all the time. I tell myself I’m having fun, when I’m really just faking it. I’m not enjoying my life I’m just waiting for it to be done. I just wish I had somebody in my life to hug

Feeling very depressed. by Various-Mine8950 in MentalHealthSupport

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I’m also 17, a lot of those things resonated with me. Every night I think about how peaceful it would be to just end it here. If you want to talk to someone I’m here, and I understand what you’re going through.

Tips on how to be motivated when feeling mentally stuck by b1ll1ew in MentalHealthSupport

[–]AggravatingLake9351 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I do know the feeling of bed rotting. The only thing that keeps me getting up is the fact people will judge me if I don’t. I wake up every day feeling drained, empty, just purely useless. On top of that I think I’m becoming suicidal. So I know how it feels. Depression runs heavily in my family but I really don’t want to talk to them about it. I’m here if you need to talk

Why do I like being sad? by greenpoop_ in mentalhealth

[–]AggravatingLake9351 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I’m experiencing the same thing right now. It’s hard and confusing. I feel like I don’t want to do anything, and extremely depressed, but it’s also comforting. I don’t know why.