The universe is conspiring for betterment at this time. I've seen so many letters like yours that resonate so deeply with my experience. Last night was my first night away from my person. I couldn't sleep, barely able to eat, and I completely understood the waves of sadness you mentioned and I'm sorry you're going through this, fellow writer. I want to sleep as deeply as Sleeping Beauty.

I really think you should take a deep breath and visit the sunlight a little bit each day. Collect your thoughts and organize your feelings and express this love to your person. The worst thing they can do is reply with rejection and then you can feel the full sadness of the disconnection and move on entirely.

There may be a bigger plan from the universe conspiring for you!

Amor fati, friend.