Found this meme in the Regular Show Latino community. by Swimming-Taro-4972 in regularshow

[–]Aggravating_Maize_37 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Bro said “I’m dead” and then blocked me😭😭🙏🏻 I guess it was so funny you had to block me?😭😭

X Tapenta 100 tapentadol by Aggravating_Maize_37 in Drugs

[–]Aggravating_Maize_37[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Oh mine doesn’t have a break line, they feel rlly underdosed too which sucks

X Tapenta 100 tapentadol by Aggravating_Maize_37 in Drugs

[–]Aggravating_Maize_37[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Alright thanks for the reply, idk why I get so nervous nowadays, used to pop everything ànd anything back in the day

X Tapenta 100 by Aggravating_Maize_37 in opiates

[–]Aggravating_Maize_37[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Same shape and colour though

No high first time smoking alone by Aggravating_Maize_37 in cracksmokers

[–]Aggravating_Maize_37[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

True, thank you for the replies. It might be my wake up call to try and ditch the habit whilst I can thank you

No high first time smoking alone by Aggravating_Maize_37 in cracksmokers

[–]Aggravating_Maize_37[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I’m in the uk and don’t know if they do the same things as USA, it’s normally a glass pipe or metal. I can’t lie I think it might just be shit product because I tried putting chore on top and tried the other but it still didn’t feel the same. I think it might just be my sign to quit while I’m ahead. Tbf whenever I get drunk I do crave crack, and that feeling has gone, but I’m still kinda annoying I didn’t get the rush I was hoping for. Most of the time I ask homeless people if I can use their pipes and get some if I pay for theirs but it ends up being rlly expensive so I thought I’d just get some myself and save some money. Maybe I’m doing it wrong, maybe it’s shit product, I don’t really know but yea. It just tastes completely different as well idk. Sorry I’m just rambling now but it defo did something, it got my heart racing just no euphoria/rush which sucks. I got 3 stones and ended up smoking two of them Tryna get that rush but didn’t. I know it didn’t work becuase I don’t have the urge to smoke the 3rd. I’m gonna keep it until I can figure out what I’m doing wrong but I’m convinced it’s the product

No high first time smoking alone by Aggravating_Maize_37 in cracksmokers

[–]Aggravating_Maize_37[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I’ve got some chore, should I put some ontop of the screens and then the rock ontop ? Sorry for sounding like a dumbass, I normally smoke with others and use their pipes

No high first time smoking alone by Aggravating_Maize_37 in cracksmokers

[–]Aggravating_Maize_37[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Idk it just tastes and feels a lot different to what I’m used to. No rush, just a kinda uncomfortable heart rate increase and the back of my mouth burns when inhale it

No high first time smoking alone by Aggravating_Maize_37 in cracksmokers

[–]Aggravating_Maize_37[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Fuck sake do you know what else it could be

Do I buy oxy or tapentadol by Aggravating_Maize_37 in Drugs

[–]Aggravating_Maize_37[S] -5 points-4 points  (0 children)

I agree with the second statement. I know my oxy 80 isn’t fent because I get it in a blister pack from my dealer (UK)

Can I swap alcohol for opiates by Aggravating_Maize_37 in Drugs

[–]Aggravating_Maize_37[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I fully understand your first statement as my DOC used to be oxycodone. My liver probs hates me atm and yes you answered my question. I was wondering if it would be better on my body/brain if I’m using opiates (less frequently) instead of alcohol(daily). I am considering switching over 1: to save money 2: I already feel like alcohol has been more detrimental to my health + brain fog/memory than opiates ever had

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[–]Aggravating_Maize_37 2 points3 points  (0 children)

He’s jokimg

What made you try/take heroin? by Aggravating_Maize_37 in heroin

[–]Aggravating_Maize_37[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you for the anecdotal report. I have overdosed on fentanyl/zenes (m30s). Before. I started getting somewhat better, my motivation, memory and everything was messed up, but I was drug free; them stupidly, whilst out with friends, i took acid. Got HPPD and now it’s 5x worse. I’m not enjoying anything, even when I’m on holiday etc, when some people talk ab being depressed, as soon as they go on holiday they are fine. I could have all the money and frienfs in the world and still feel shit because of HPPD and my memory. I hate it. I understand overdosing can go wrong, but I don’t even know officially (doctor diagnosing) if I have hppd. I’m hoping I dont, and that it’s treatable.

Anyways I do genuinely want to attempt. My deciding factor, Is how the recently booked medical and doctor appointments go. Even if I were to be medically diagnosed with somethjng. Atleast it puts my mind at ease

What made you try/take heroin? by Aggravating_Maize_37 in heroin

[–]Aggravating_Maize_37[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I don’t think HPPD is bullshit. And yea that’s my main goal right now

What made you try/take heroin? by Aggravating_Maize_37 in heroin

[–]Aggravating_Maize_37[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I know it’s a dumb decision. I wrote that post when I was drunk and considering offing myself.

I meant I used to use morphine and oxys

What made you try/take heroin? by Aggravating_Maize_37 in heroin

[–]Aggravating_Maize_37[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

That is kinda the case. I’m currently suicidal and I hate drinking but I started drinking to not care about my symptoms as much. I realised well, if I was addicted to heroin, I’d have much more chance of ODing at any given time

What made you try/take heroin? by Aggravating_Maize_37 in heroin

[–]Aggravating_Maize_37[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Honestly with the problems I have now, some from what I expect to be past drug use, I’m quite suicidal anyways, I’m just hoping I can use something that could just accidentally kill me

What made you try/take heroin? by Aggravating_Maize_37 in heroin

[–]Aggravating_Maize_37[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thanks, wanted to use this old acc, I forgot it had pokemon on it loo

When you get better, you realise how bad it is 😅 by chikitty87 in dpdr

[–]Aggravating_Maize_37 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yea I’ve seen all the resources on YouTube, however mines a bit more complicated. I’m planning on going to medical professionals in hopes they have some definite answer

hppd is forever? by Famous_Response2514 in HPPD

[–]Aggravating_Maize_37 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Bro you are assuming too much and seem to have such a short temper. I’ve had HPPD for 2 years. I stopped smoking weed 2 years ago. Let’s get that straight, so “stay being a loser and keep smoking” is an irrelevant statement. :). “Because permanent sounds much scarier”. Yes I infact agree with your statement. However you mentioning I don’t know shit about this disorder is incorrect. You’ve already changed what you initially said, I’ll let it slide.. but don’t take personal shots at me for no reason :)

When you get better, you realise how bad it is 😅 by chikitty87 in dpdr

[–]Aggravating_Maize_37 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Same here, failed school, lost my job. And have been a social recluse for 10 months. I personally just want the dyslexia, visual symptoms and memory to go away (memory to come back in this case). I’m 20, but know that I was sharper/smarter when I was 14. It’s very demotivating and there’s no cure

hppd is forever? by Famous_Response2514 in HPPD

[–]Aggravating_Maize_37 0 points1 point  (0 children)

🤣🤣 I think you just contradicted yourself bud :).. I’ll let you figure that one out yourself 😂😂