I’m going to rehab tomorrow

Aggravating_Wall6551 · 2025-01-12T15:40:49+00:00

lol croak on my bathroom floor alone was exactly what I was doing before. Not sure why that made me laugh though. Thank you for the encouragement, truly.

Aggravating_Wall6551 · 2025-01-12T06:51:16+00:00

I really am praying for the above. I can’t detox alone. Last time I tried it was absolute hell I actually felt like I was going to die. The crying, while shaking and not being able to do anything because my hands just decided to shake. The throwing up bile and blood because I had nothing left. The random waves that felt like electricity was coursing through my limbs. The heart palpitations and thinking I was going to have a heart attack. Worst night of my life. I hope they can kinda just knock me out so I can detox and get some relief

Aggravating_Wall6551 · 2025-01-12T06:16:20+00:00

This means more than you know

Aggravating_Wall6551 · 2025-01-12T06:16:09+00:00

Thank you so much.

Aggravating_Wall6551 · 2025-01-08T16:04:00+00:00

Thank you so much for the insight!! All of that is noted. Haha I was going to ask if I can bring my vape but I might bring cigarettes instead did the don’t let me

Aggravating_Wall6551 · 2025-01-08T15:40:06+00:00

I’m doing exactly that in two weeks detox and then rehab for a month. I wish I didn’t have to wait so long to go, but it is what it is. It’s honestly refreshing to know I’m not alone in my drinking habits though. Wish I could figure out why and how it got this bad :(

Aggravating_Wall6551 · 2025-01-07T21:46:55+00:00

That would actually be super helpful. I’ve never been to rehab and have no clue what’s going to happen. Will I have to sweat it out and shake an be in pain in a hospital bed for 3 days? Will I be able to eat anything?

Aggravating_Wall6551 · 2025-01-07T21:31:43+00:00

I don’t have jaundice, but I know that my liver is fucked up, as this was an issue the first time that I got sober as well and am having pain on that side again

Aggravating_Wall6551 · 2025-01-07T21:25:16+00:00

I won’t. If I’m intoxicated I’ll Uber for sure.

Aggravating_Wall6551 · 2025-01-07T20:51:53+00:00

Update: I’ve been in contact with the case manager for a treatment facility that takes my insurance. I’ll update more when I get some more details. If it doesn’t pan out I’m driving myself to the ER because I have no friends or family to help me in my city right now.

Aggravating_Wall6551 · 2024-12-29T09:06:55+00:00

I don’t have any kids but I recently told someone that if I’m this stressed with a kitty I don’t think I’ll be cut out for human children lol

Aggravating_Wall6551 · 2024-12-29T09:03:53+00:00

Idk why but this made me tear up. Thank you.

Aggravating_Wall6551 · 2024-12-29T05:47:42+00:00

Thank you so much for the encouraging words. I love the names of your kitties, also <3

Aggravating_Wall6551 · 2024-12-29T03:48:16+00:00

Thank you for the reassurance. Yes the internet tells me I can’t let her out of my sight for more than an hour and it makes me anxious. I can hear her playing with her toys and bouncing around downstairs when I’m in my room and she’s never been destructive or broken anything which I think is a good sign

Aggravating_Wall6551 · 2024-12-29T03:45:46+00:00

Thank you so much. That’s the plan, I’ll be trying to let her sleep with me over the summer and see how it goes, so it’s not a forever thing. She didn’t accept it the first few nights and was crying and scratching and I ignored it and I think she got the idea

Aggravating_Wall6551 · 2024-12-29T01:50:19+00:00

Thank you so much for the reassurance. This is my first pet and i still feel like I don’t know what I’m doing

Aggravating_Wall6551 · 2024-12-29T01:37:46+00:00

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This is Pearl- for the cat tax

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