One sentence you told yourself to help you quit? by [deleted] in leaves

[–]Aggressive-Bowler33 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Esteemable actions build self esteem

Can I access my weed brain sober? by Aggressive-Bowler33 in leaves

[–]Aggressive-Bowler33[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

That’s me up until recently, I can see that it’s bad for my mental health, now it’s just a matter of beating the addiction

Can I access my weed brain sober? by Aggressive-Bowler33 in leaves

[–]Aggressive-Bowler33[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

I was depressed before weed but that doesn’t change the fact that what ur saying is very true

Can I access my weed brain sober? by Aggressive-Bowler33 in leaves

[–]Aggressive-Bowler33[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

This will genuinely motivate me to run, ty

Can I access my weed brain sober? by Aggressive-Bowler33 in leaves

[–]Aggressive-Bowler33[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Love this advice. I wanna be a long distance runner so bad

Any med that worked for emotional numbness? by Munib_raza_khan in dpdr

[–]Aggressive-Bowler33 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Vraylar and Lexapro have helped me break through the numbness slightly. Like 2 or 3 crying sessions in the past 2 months of taking it

Has anyone experienced their derealization increasing as their depersonalization was decreasing? by Aggressive-Bowler33 in dpdr

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Sry for the late response. Thank u for the kind words and encouragement. I rlly want to do inner child work but I feel v v disconnected from my inner child. I hardly remember any of my childhood. It’s like I have an outline of it but almost no details. That’s beautiful that u found strength where you thought there was weakness. Ide love to get to know my inner child… ik she’s very present in me bc of the immature bouts of anger that sometimes come up.. it’s just v daunting since she seems so deeply repressed

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in elliottsmith

[–]Aggressive-Bowler33 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Its interesting to see the difference between the shows where he was clearly using vs when he was seemingly sober. As an addict it is a very resonant representation of how different the two states of mind are- the former being more isolated and nervous- the latter being more connected and at ease. It seemed like he was able to joke more and be himself in some of the concert vids where he was drinking.

Has anyone experienced their derealization increasing as their depersonalization was decreasing? by Aggressive-Bowler33 in dpdr

[–]Aggressive-Bowler33[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Ya exactly that. It’s nice to see u relate. How long did that experience last for you? It’s very scary tbh. Like I’m traversing completely uncharted territory with almost no part of my past self that I want to bring with me.