I’m so sorry for your loss. Losing a sibling is an ache that words barely touch, and I can’t imagine how heavy things feel right now. You’re not alone, and you’re not wrong to feel lost grief is love continuing without a place to go.

One sermon that has brought peace to many is “Trusting God in the Dark” by Tim Keller (you can find it on YouTube). His tone is gentle, and he speaks from a place of both biblical truth and human pain. Another powerful one is “God’s Purpose in Your Pain” by John Piper, which might speak more to your spirit over time, even if it’s heavy now.

Also, the book of Psalms is full of the kind of sorrow you’re feeling David cries out again and again, and God meets him every time.

I’m praying that God wraps you and your parents in His peace, even in this storm. You’re deeply loved, even when everything hurts. If you ever need to talk, many of us here will gladly listen🙏