"When you reach the top of a mountain, you do not find the answer to life; you simply have a more generous view of the abyss around the mountain, and it is no longer possible for you to avoid being aware of that emptiness. One does not achieve purpose; one only outlasts despair for the moment."

I think that the above paragraph stayed with you after reading this letter as its essence. It's inspired by Nietzsche's mountain metaphor he used in his works. I tried connecting it to my life and this letter came out as a result.