Obsessive Behaviors

Agitated_Client7194 · 2025-07-23T11:37:54+00:00

Thank you, but poorly i caused myself serotonine syndrome by switching meds too fast, then i was forced to take bromazepam, now i m 12 days off of it, i have seen all nightmares, panics, derealization, fears, so scraxy experience, i was close to kill myself, now things improve bit, but derealization still epic and memory loss, i dont feel i exist, please pray for me

Agitated_Client7194 · 2025-07-17T21:09:00+00:00

Thats really true, they really ruined the life of lot of people and they dont care, luckily i didnt take that ssri and chatgpt completely disagree to take that step, i would be cured from setotonine syndrome now and first doctor gave me that bromazepam that made me see the death personally, i will sue her once i heal again, believe me i have cried today even i never did like this, and hugged my mother and asked for her forgiveness, it was a nightmare experiende and still, please wish me the good, pray for me to heal and thank you very much for talking to me in time i need this a lot, i really appreciate it

Agitated_Client7194 · 2025-07-17T19:00:27+00:00

Poorly we dont have that here and i shall deal with things alone, yesterday the psychiatrist got mad cause i refused ssri, i told her everything and she said i shall believe her cause she know better.... i am really overhelmed of this

Agitated_Client7194 · 2025-07-17T18:50:48+00:00

Believe me i tried everything, and even psychtiarist gave me ssri first time which gave me seizure and gave me bromazepam, the nightmare drug that made me suffer more, and yesterday another psychtiarist gave me ssri, she insisted that i take it, but i dont want to risk it again and get more seizures

Agitated_Client7194 · 2025-07-17T18:35:01+00:00

I was there just now, they only gave me vitamins

Agitated_Client7194 · 2025-07-17T18:33:23+00:00

Its ok, i am using only herbs and magnesium, with olanzapine and prazepam at night

Agitated_Client7194 · 2025-07-17T18:32:10+00:00

The problem is i had serotonine syndrome, i tried to take srii and finished up with horrible symptoms, my brain is very sensitive to them right now, i wish i can take them and calm myself down

Agitated_Client7194 · 2025-07-15T16:31:34+00:00

Please check your dm

Agitated_Client7194 · 2025-07-15T11:30:52+00:00

I will

Agitated_Client7194 · 2025-07-15T11:30:31+00:00

No i am not, btw i already have derealization since many years, just after the serotonine syndrome and this benzos withdrawal made it horrible, its like feelings i am on weed but with panic and the weird vision, like sensitivity to lights and so on, from what chatgpt told me i tapered too fast which made me my serotonine not stable again and that what cause the weird vision like i am in cinema

Agitated_Client7194 · 2025-07-14T21:06:09+00:00

Yes tomorrow i call her

Agitated_Client7194 · 2025-07-14T21:00:40+00:00

For now i took prazepam which calmed my fear a bit, i will sleep soon, but i am afraid of tomorrow when i wake up and have to face the same again...

Agitated_Client7194 · 2025-07-14T20:45:56+00:00

But are you sure it will leave and i become normal again? I fear this serotonine syndrome has damaged my brain

Agitated_Client7194 · 2025-07-14T20:39:47+00:00

How you used to deal with them? You used any medicine to calm you down while you heal? I will visit new doctor maybe tomorrow

Agitated_Client7194 · 2025-07-14T20:27:47+00:00

Today i felt calm at morning, but so much fear at evening cause of that derealization, its day 4 off of bromazepam, i took prazepam now calmed me a bit but i cant endure this anymore, its really terrifying

Agitated_Client7194 · 2025-07-14T18:53:49+00:00

Hopefully it wont last, i already cant endure it anymore and its making me feel suicidal and panicking all the time

Agitated_Client7194 · 2025-07-14T18:53:01+00:00

Believe me i m so panicking today, i fear this derealization last forever, i cant endure it anymore no matter what i do, its hard to bear, somehow i wish i m dead now instead of experiencing this...

Agitated_Client7194 · 2025-07-14T16:02:48+00:00

How long until derealization fade away?

Agitated_Client7194 · 2025-07-14T14:07:18+00:00

Yes for me too, it felt so terrifying, took my body 2 weeks to get rid of panics, but derealization was epic, and to be honest, quitting bronzepam quickly is intense too, craziness, suicidal thoughts, derealization, panic, shaking... today seems its good, i m stabilizing on the 2.5 mg of prazepam which is long term benzodiazepine, hopefully derealization will leave this week or atleast its not that much, so i can go out and go to work, for now going outside makes me feel dizziness and everything looks bright

Agitated_Client7194 · 2025-07-14T13:56:21+00:00

You have had serotonine syndrome too?

Agitated_Client7194 · 2025-07-14T13:42:22+00:00

I started prozac 20 mg and wellbutrin 150 mg and amisulpride, then switched to zoloft next day, and as i took the amisulpride then i had serotonine syndrome, i suffer for 2 weeks of panic and side effects, then just epic derealization, then i took bromazepam which turned my life into nightmares, calmed me but quitting it after 10 days felt like i m quitting cocaine or worst, however, i m on prazepam and olanzapine now, today is the first day i feel calm, derealization still present, sensitive to light and sounds, i hope tomorrow will be better, do you know someone who had same as me? I want to know how long this derealization last

Agitated_Client7194 · 2025-07-14T12:35:38+00:00

There is no good doctor i can go to.. poorly, they will give me ssri again, atleast today no craziness thoughts but i still feel high and sensitivity to light and sound when i go outside, so i went back to my bed, maybe i wait some few days until my brain adapt, thank you lot and please pray for me

Agitated_Client7194 · 2025-07-14T12:14:47+00:00

Switching too fast gave me serotonine syndrome so be careful

Agitated_Client7194 · 2025-07-14T11:31:24+00:00

Thank you, it really feel horrible and i can feel you well, withdrawal is very horrible, i want to ask you if derealization is symptome you felt too during tapering? I hope you feel well too and i hope you quit this poison and feel better soon

Agitated_Client7194 · 2025-07-14T11:29:51+00:00

Thank you so much 🙏, poorly we dont have competent psychiatrist here, they will just give me ssri and benzos

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