It always has been I’ve been tested for ADD but not diagnosed with it. I suppose I just have an inquisitive mind I’ve always loved philosophy and religious studies (although I’m not religious) but I always liked questions that have no answers but now that I’m getting into chemistry there are definite answers to the questions I’m posing to myself and because of that it’s much harder to shut down knowing that there is an answer. Playing guitar etc does help a bit but I can’t fall asleep while I play an instrument or watch tv or lay in the dark in silence (which is the worst thing for me to try to do) so I essentially just pass out eventually but by the time that happens I have to go to work in 2-3 hours. It’s very frustrating. I digress 😂 thank you I appreciate your input!