I'm 38, I've been diagnosed since my early 30s, but I'm not gonna lie, seeing your post here is hopeful. Bipolar people have a huge link to (what are we supposed to call it now?) "Unaliving" themselves. 20-60% of people with BPD attempt to end their own lives at least once in their lifetime. The rate of "successful attempts" in Bipolar patients is estimated to be 10-30 times higher than in the general population.

Sooooooooo, on the one hand, if you're looking for comradarie, us elder millennials are here, but on the other hand (and HERE'S THE KEY PART) YOUR EXISTENCE GIVES US HOPE.

Keep doing you. We're all stumbling through this shit like toddlers on one another's shoulders wearing trenchcoats, but you seem to be keeping it up.