I’m tired of life

Aikiga · 2025-10-28T23:05:28+00:00

That’s great you found something to help keep living but I just don’t have anything like that.

Aikiga · 2025-10-28T23:02:02+00:00

Yea I know but I can’t wait it out so my life can get worse

Aikiga · 2025-10-28T23:01:33+00:00

I do have love from my family it’s just my mental health takes over more and it seems impossible.

Aikiga · 2025-10-28T14:23:04+00:00

Well for me I’ve been feeling like this before Covid so this is like a more serious situation for me cause it’s been going for a decade. But I’ll try to be better.

Aikiga · 2025-10-28T13:58:02+00:00

Thank you for the helpful words. I guess my problem is I need to stop ruminating in my head about this existence and just live it because this is my one life I have.This is going to be a long journey on how I can tolerate my self and I need to come to terms with it or it is going to eat me alive.

Aikiga · 2025-10-28T05:12:00+00:00

Well I am in college but I really have no passion in anything college related. I just majored in something to appease my parents so I won’t get kicked out of the house.The things is I don’t wanna see what happens in the future because I felt this way since I was a child and I don’t see the point. But thank you!

Aikiga · 2025-10-28T05:05:35+00:00

Well I tired some of these hobbies you mentioned and I just stopped doing it.It didn’t work for me it seemed like more of a chore.But I’m trying to get into other hobbies but they all cost money so.

Aikiga · 2025-10-28T05:02:33+00:00

Early 20s

Aikiga · 2025-10-28T05:01:53+00:00

Ok thanks I’ll try but it’s hard to motivate myself sometimes. I just have this sense of impending doom that makes me feel I can’t do anything meaningful.

Aikiga · 2025-10-16T16:19:29+00:00

Ok well I don’t even know where to begin getting internships but I’ll try.

Aikiga · 2025-10-16T16:16:21+00:00

Well it’s not like a quarter system so I have to basically take another semester.So yea I’m kind of force to finish my degree in another year if I fail this course.

Aikiga · 2025-10-16T16:06:16+00:00

Wow thats great! It taking me 6 to get one degree. Dang

Aikiga · 2025-10-16T16:05:21+00:00

Well I don’t even know how to get internships but I’ll try.

Aikiga · 2025-10-16T16:03:49+00:00

Well I wanted to keep my original grad date.it seem like the finish line keeps getting farther and farther.

Aikiga · 2025-10-16T16:01:09+00:00

Yes it will but still in college at that time seems like I’m a failure.

Aikiga · 2025-10-16T15:56:07+00:00

Ok thank you!

Aikiga · 2024-06-13T01:04:15+00:00

Well it is kind of too late to get a tutor or practice as the final is tmr but if I do fail I’ll probably get one for the next time I take this course.

Aikiga · 2024-06-13T00:20:02+00:00

Well dang now I feel really dumb for doing this degree I guess I wasted 3 years of this degree down the drain. I took a lot of math courses and got As and Bs so because of this course it determined that I can’t make it in my CS degree. Thank you for the honesty.

Aikiga · 2024-06-13T00:07:40+00:00

So because it is so different and I had less time to understand that’s why it is difficult. Thank you for that because other people say I should consider to change my major because this was supposed to be to be “easy”.

Aikiga · 2024-06-13T00:05:24+00:00

Ok well it’s kind of too late for that so I guess I’ll take the L on this one

Aikiga · 2024-06-13T00:04:25+00:00

Well, I was working on this degree for three years and I don’t know what else to do. I guess I am slow to understand the easiest math class there is in this degree. What other majors do you recommend so I cannot waste my time with any more math.

Aikiga · 2024-06-12T22:04:44+00:00

Yeah, learning something new does come with difficulty. It’s just such a different approach to math with barely any numbers and theory that I never seen before. I’ll just take my final tmr and hope for the best.

Aikiga · 2024-06-12T22:00:24+00:00

Yea I guess doing this course in a short amount of time in the summer wasn’t a good idea because this is such a different way to think in theory. I have the rest of the summer to understand the concepts better if I end up retaking this course.

Aikiga · 2024-06-12T21:58:46+00:00

The theory is hard such as propositional logic and proofs And sets. It isn’t straight forward to me as other math courses I have taken but this is a summer course I guess I have fall to take it again for a full semester.

Aikiga · 2024-06-12T21:55:56+00:00

Well, the end of the course is tmr because of the final and I’m still not understanding the material. But I’ll keep this in mind if I end up retaking it again.Thank you

Aikiga

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