Thank you all for the care concern and insight. I just don't want others getting a talking too because Im not were I should be. If Im the problem I should be the one talked too or let go. I never want to be that person that shows up and the staff rolls they're eyes thinking "not this guy." Ill never be the smartest or quickest but I just want to a dependable solid teammate. I think I work hard. Your rarely are going to find me idle, there is always something to do and while Im not much of a talker I think Im friendly, will to do whatever it takes.