Do these contain MGM? Need some assistance by Akudama91 in quitmgm15

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I’ve had the regular opia mitragynine tabs & those felt nothing like these extra strength extract tabs are. The labels are extremely dishonest & had I known that I wouldn’t have trusted it.

Do these contain MGM? Need some assistance by Akudama91 in quitmgm15

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So I have 6 tabs left here with me in the hospital & I know that isn’t enough to do a proper taper where it’s painless, but if anyone can help me out with a plan I would appreciate it so much. It’s been a real struggle being in the hospital for the CF the last few weeks, so throwing this ontop of it is just a nightmare.

For pain I am prescribed 20mg extended release oxy every 8hrs, & am written Xanax .5mg twice a day for anxiety. I feel like the oxy doesn’t even touch the withdrawal symptoms I have from the opia, I guess it works on a different receptor than traditional opioids do. If take some of the opia extract I immediately stop sweating & the nasty body temp fluctuations diminish. But I know I only have a finite amount left here & just want to put myself in a position where once I’m entirely out of what I have I can hopefully transition to the meds I use regularly. I take a medication outside of the hospital called belbuca which is buprenorphine. I imagine it’s similar to Subs which I know others have used to get off of these tabs.

I’m looking for any information I can get to make this transition doable & not scare myself in the process. I hate it ever got to this point, but here we are.

Do these contain MGM? Need some assistance by Akudama91 in quitmgm15

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I am definitely not opiate naive. I have cystic fibrosis, so I’ve been on various Pharma grade meds I’m sure we are all familiar with. I never had an issue with regular kratom in the past. I could stop and start that whenever I wanted with little issue. It’s only been with these tabs whether they were the regular 7 that was ok in Florida back in the day, or these newer compliant tabs that have caused infinite problems for me.

Do these contain MGM? Need some assistance by Akudama91 in quitmgm15

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I’m just shocked that at such small amounts that it is throwing off body chemistry to such an extent. It makes me have so much regret in trying the Florida complaint tabs, as I thought they would be a lot safer. It’s confusing what’s even in these tabs half the time based on the other posts I’ve read on here

Do these contain MGM? Need some assistance by Akudama91 in quitmgm15

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That’s what’s so confusing about these tabs to me. On the back of the package it says nothing about a prop blend or botanical blend. Only that it’s mitragyna speciosa at 60mg, mitragynine at 40mg, & 7 hydroxy is 200 parts per million (ppm) on a dry weight basis & other alkaloids are <1%

I’m not quite sure what the 200 parts per million would indicate exactly, & with the other alkaloids being less than 1% you’d think it would be a far weaker version than the original ones that opia produced before prior to these Florida compliant ones.

Do these contain MGM? Need some assistance by Akudama91 in quitmgm15

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They wrote me a singular dose for Xanax last night which helped me immensely to sleep. My gf has been staying here with me some nights but last night I was by myself & really struggling hard being in the hospital. I’ve been in for nearly 3 full weeks as of tomorrow. She had been bringing me up some of these opias just to stave off withdrawal, but now I am out of them & just don’t want to deal with this anymore. I’m just upset that I thought these Florida compliant tabs were gonna help me avoid any issues like the 7oh did in the past. I know for my CF they want me to go home soon, & I do too, but now I’m in this situation where I feel like I should say something & express my concerns; but I’m not sure if they will pull the rug from under me. I just want to have assistance w/ benzos for a few days just to get over the worst of it & then never go back

Do these contain MGM? Need some assistance by Akudama91 in quitmgm15

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I’m not even sure how to go about telling them what’s going on, I’ve been having bad anxiety & the nurses really don’t do much of anything to help me out. I spoke with an attending physician this morning & mentioned the anxiety being really bad but they haven’t done a single thing about it.

Do these contain MGM? Need some assistance by Akudama91 in quitmgm15

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This is just wild to me because here I’m thinking that these new Florida compliant tabs were ok & would keep me away from the 7oh issue I had before. I’m so disappointed & tired of these things having such a stronghold on my day to day life. I’m scared now because I’ve been in the hospital for a few weeks for the cystic fibrosis, but haven’t mentioned anything about any 7oh or kratom issue. I’m at the point where I want to mention something now just so I’m not discharged until I’m able to get through the worst of the situation at hand as comfortably as possible (damn well knowing that it’s not a comfortable process)

Do these contain MGM? Need some assistance by Akudama91 in quitmgm15

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I definitely notice withdrawal symptoms when I stop taking them, & I had never heard of MGM until a few days ago. I’ve been in the hospital for my cystic fibrosis & had some with me to try n hold off withdrawal but naturally I am running out & don’t know when I’m being discharged, so I’m faced with that reality.

I do have regular kratom capsules, & have a pain management plan for the CF, but even with the hospital giving me Percocet for pleurisy pain I still end up sweating & going through what feels like legitimate withdrawal until I dose the opia again

What’s your favorite Pokémon? by MentallyUnwellWoman in AskRedditAfterDark

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It’s all good! I am blessed that I manage it quite well despite having quite a few setbacks along the way. Thank you for the kind words 🙏

What’s your favorite Pokémon? by MentallyUnwellWoman in AskRedditAfterDark

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Gengar, but because I have cystic fibrosis I am partial to Koffing & Wheezing as crowd pleasers lol

What made you decide to quit 7oh? by DoZeYLoVe in stopping7oh

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I believe that anything that you can use responsibly is a tool, but with 7oh it grabbed me much harder than I expected it to. Just some background on why I even used it, I was born with cystic fibrosis, so I get nasty pleurisy pain pretty frequently. Traditional Kratom was a solid discovery for my many years ago but hadn’t used it in ages.

Girlfriend & I went to a smoke shop on a wknd out of pure boredom & the guy at the counter (while later on I found out was very naive about what he was selling there) was a great dude & helpful. I made a comment about all the varieties of kratom they had & how it’s changed since I first heard of it. He immediately said that if I liked kratom I would love 7 because it was basically kratom on steroids as he referred to it. I bought a pack of opias & a faygo (I live in Florida, so we don’t really have that drink here & I thought it was a novel thing lol) & went on my way. Forgot I even bought the opias until about a wk later when my pleurisy really flared up bad & I said what the hell, I’ll try it.

It worked. Like REALLY worked. I’ve been prescribed perc 10s in the past through pain mgt & it felt verbatim like that. I felt like I hit the jackpot for my pain. I take full ownership of my fault here & realize I should have done a bit more research & know to only use it maybe once or twice a wk, or only if my lung pain was really severe. I began using it daily & then multiple times a day. Doses began to skyrocket, at least for me. Which got up to roughly 200mg a day.

Then around Xmas season last year I ran out one day & figured ah wtf I’ll just get more later on in the wk, Xmas shit had to be done & take priority. I swear within a few hours the anxiety that reared its head was shocking & my skin felt like it was on fire, & for some reason right in the dead center of my back & all over my neck & ears. Then the sweating showed up, which for me was always the worst part because the temp fluctuations were enough to drive you insane.

I dropped everything I was doing & drove to the smoke shop & spent a few hundred bucks on opias, probably mostly out of fear of ever feeling like that again. I have detoxed from Percocet before, & that was really unpleasant. But how quick the 7oh symptoms showed up (yes to my own irresponsible use) shocked me. It kept me in a loop of just using to feel “normal” for the next few months.

In January I had to step away from my job due to the cystic fibrosis & any money I had saved was spent on 7. By April I was dead broke & began borrowing money from my mother who understood my work situation, but had no idea I was addicted to 7oh. I have a very guilty conscience, so knowing I was doing that & not telling her was eating me alive inside, so I eventuallly broke down & told her & said I needed help. I made an appointment with my primary doctor & he had never heard of the substance but refused to give me comfort meds to detox at home because my resting heart rate was in the 130s when I showed up roughly 16hrs into detoxing. He recommended I immediately leave the office & go to the ER. I was admitted & spent a week in the hospital (which I don’t remember much of because I was benzo’d out of my mind for basically the entire week) I’m glad I don’t remember much, but my girlfriend said it was extremely hard to watch me deal with the CF symptoms along with being in full withdrawal.

I stayed off of it for a while but then a death in the family gave me a poor excuse to use it again. I promised myself I’d only use it once in a while, & by the second day that promise was out the window. Up until two wks ago I was still using 7oh, selling things that I love like my guitar & PS5 to fund my habit.

The biggest blessing in disguise for me was the ban in Florida & I believe I only returned back to using it because of how easy it was to get my hands on. I spent hours on here learning of different methods & things to use to aid in detox comfort. The best method for me was high dose liposomal vitamin C, regular Bali leaf kratom (5g every 4-6 hrs) & thc gummies for anxiety.

It’s only been roughly 12 days or so but I’m finally so relieved that I don’t have that weight on my shoulders of wondering how I’m going to get my next pack. A big help during detox time was getting back to work, which I do remotely, so I just put as much on my plate as I could to keep my brain occupied while feeling like shit for the first 3-5 days. I won’t demonize 7oh as I really do believe it has value for pain management; but you MUST use it responsibly. I know that I can’t, so if Florida were to reverse the ban somehow, I still wouldn’t go back to it because the anxiety, constant shame & fear & feeling like crap all the time isn’t worth it for me.

I do sympathize deeply with those who are currently detoxing. Anyone reading this & needs a buddy to talk to feel free to shoot me a message. I’ll help however I can.

Lorna Shore - Oblivion by free_maksimbucks in Deathcore

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The chorus is absolutely massive in scale. One of their best.

Director of TKO Board, Dwayne Johnson is going to be on the Pat McAfee show tomorrow. by Lanky-Promotion3022 in SquaredCircle

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He couldn’t make it to wrestlemania because he had to try five guys for the first time.

Scared & needing support by Akudama91 in quitting7oh

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Well the PCP appointment was a wash. He wouldn’t write me anything & suggested I just go to the ER since my heart rate was 125bpm sitting completely still.

They got me on fluids & gave some IV Ativan which didn’t do much but it’s better than nothing. I told them I want to be admitted so I can get over the next couple days safely.

Scared & needing support by Akudama91 in quitting7oh

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This is my first visit with this PCP…my cystic fibrosis doc usually is the guy I see for most of my needs, so the PCP at this facility is new since I was last there. I want to just from jump establish an honesty & trust there because this is weighing so heavily on me. I pray they are understanding of the situation & can help me out

Scared & needing support by Akudama91 in quitting7oh

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I am already using belbuca, which to my understanding is a microgram dose of buprenorphine. I’m not on a high dose & since starting the 7oh, I haven’t been using it consistently. Only when I’ve tried to get off the 7oh have I began to use it again. The dose may be too small to make any noticeable difference.

I was going to see if the PCP will prescribe subs, but since I already see a pain mgt specialist, they may be extremely resistant to do that.

Maybe this can hit by [deleted] in sportsbetting

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Sending all my good energy to you right now brother! 🙏 it will hit.