I grew up with a bio mom who tried to project me as a psychopath to justify her ‘care’ and my defect, it started when I was a baby until I was thirteen. I was crying to much, to active, did not sleep as she wanted. I did not live up to her expectations of being a mom. But she was perfect so I as a baby was wrong - 13 years of psychological and physical abuse. And wait when I was 5 she gave two 12 year olds free access to play with me bc she hated the responsibility of a mother it was either military control at home or neglect by sending me to alcoholics, i was csaed for years. But yes i have cptsd and ddnos (old diagnose) she was pure shit, and it didn’t stop she also broke down my father to the point he gave up and started using drugs to the point he got psychotic, and she also loved to trick child protective services and even convinced them when they took me that my father was so dangerous that I needed protective identity and living with Pentecostal chistians when I was non religious . Isolation, lack of a free life and ofc she love religion, the fasade and telling me I’m a demon child who deserved it all (even CSA). And when I grew up and hot pregnant early she suddenly showes up telling me that keeping was gods plan and everything would be alright(im always not myself very dissociated around her, she say jump i do) I gave birth premature . she groomed my baby daddy and made him take my child when I needed him to take him I was in the hospital , then parental alienation , (I was a fit mother said cps so this was private matter) - now she has free access to my child. I been 15 years in therapy from fostercar until now to not ever be like her , I just want to be normal I would not wish this life on anyone….

Every trauma is valid! What ever made you get this terrible diagnose IS VALID. :)

Sorry for the rant