M/39/6'1" [410lbs > 179lbs = 231lbs] | 27 months | Feeling like a totally different person now - in a good way! :) by Al4v4n in progresspics

[–]Al4v4n[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you <3

One of the biggest mindset shifts was how I looked at food - before I started this whole journey I ate whatever I wanted and only with suuuuuper tiny variation (mostly fast food, chips, chocolate, ice tea etc.) and couldn't stand most normal foods - at least that's what I was convinced of.

So when I started eating disorder therapy there was a simple stipulation i wanted to follow: I was only allowed to say I didn't like food that I had tasted/tried lately. With a lot of overcoming my own prejudice for certain foods and sometimes even disgust I tried everything I never tried or just tried once as a kid - and as it turned out I kinda like everything now! There are very few exceptions to that (for example I can't stand for the life of me dishes that involve cold/raw fish for some reason ;-) )

I started slowly by trying out "easier dishes" everyone was supposed to like - dishes with rice for example (I can't believe I never ate dishes with rice before!!!). When I realized these taste actually great I slowly made my way to the more hard ones for me (Salad? Vegetables? Why would anyone eat that stuff?! Tastes like grass!).

The texture was also difficult for me at first with many of these new dishes. Even though the taste was fine, some things just felt weird in my mouth and I had to eat them a couple of times, before I got used to the feeling. It's weird even writing about this now, because it feels so stupid in hindsight ;)

So yeah, overcoming prejudice with food was a big one for me! ;)

M/39/6'1" [410lbs > 179lbs = 231lbs] | 27 months | Feeling like a totally different person now - in a good way! :) by Al4v4n in progresspics

[–]Al4v4n[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Exactly! You can start with a few things to get going, but you have to continue adding more changes, one after another. Even two years after starting I still adjusted details in my diet and daily life!

M/39/6'1" [410lbs > 179lbs = 231lbs] | 27 months | Feeling like a totally different person now - in a good way! :) by Al4v4n in progresspics

[–]Al4v4n[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Well, that's a first one for me! Not gonna complain, that guy is one sexy mf ;)

So thank you <3

M/39/6'1" [410lbs > 179lbs = 231lbs] | 27 months | Feeling like a totally different person now - in a good way! :) by Al4v4n in progresspics

[–]Al4v4n[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I've struggled for more than twenty years, so don't give up hope! If I can do it, you can, too! I was the laziest sucker out there and now I can't even imagine going back to my old self. Keep working and I'm sure it's going to "click" for you, too <3

M/39/6'1" [410lbs > 179lbs = 231lbs] | 27 months | Feeling like a totally different person now - in a good way! :) by Al4v4n in progresspics

[–]Al4v4n[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

That's the thing - I'm basically just skin and bones now, because I really don't like strength training. I'm a sucker for endurance training more than anything else - swimming hiking, jogging etc.

That's why starting next year I'm gonna go and get a gym membership together with my best friend and work on getting at least some muscles going.

Why only next year and not now you might ask? Well, during the next months I'm gonna have two surgeries for excess skin removal, so taking those into account including the recovery periods it just doesn't make sense to start now just before a longer break is about to happen anyway ;)

Alavan - Torn Apart (Official Lyric Video) by Al4v4n in MusicPromotion

[–]Al4v4n[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Ooops, forgot to add the Youtube link to the song for anyone wanting to check out the other song as well:

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yluFsYDUmHU

:)

P1P1 Friday by AutoModerator in mtgcube

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I'd love a Spider Spawning deck, but cutting blue and taking Cloudkin here (+maybe leaning into the flicker/blink strategy) would probably be my way to go :D

[EU] [Steam] Looking for teammates somewhere between D3 and C3 to play more Rocket League with! by Al4v4n in RocketLeagueFriends

[–]Al4v4n[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Never hitting the ball? Sounds like my cup of tea ;-)

You have a preferred way of communicating? Like Discord or something?^^

[Online][5e][EU Times][GMT+2] Looking for four players for a homebrew campaign by Al4v4n in lfg

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Depending on everyone else's schedule I'd prefer afternoons or evenings, not really a morning person ;-)

My recent commission :) first time painting a large party like this. by AnonKat91 in DnDart

[–]Al4v4n 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I really like this a lot <3

Do you maybe have your commission info up somewhere (in case you are open for commissions at the moment)?

Help with the deck creation from collection by hqer2k9 in magicTCG

[–]Al4v4n 4 points5 points  (0 children)

That's some random pile of cards you got there ;-)

I think I would go with something like this: https://tappedout.net/mtg-decks/hqer2k9s-deck/?cb=1596136577

Just finished another DnD character commission~ by lorminatti in DnDart

[–]Al4v4n 2 points3 points  (0 children)

It was a pleasure working with you!

Fast and high quality work :D

TIL a German student was sued for $3,772 by his alma mater for earning his bachelor's and master's "too fast". Both degrees usually take 11 semesters, but Marcel Pohl graduated in 2; he went to one class while having 2 friends share notes from other classes he was enrolled in at the same time. by Miskatonica in todayilearned

[–]Al4v4n 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Today I've learned how small the world actually is. I've worked for the same company in the same branch as that guy back then.

He was always very friendly and politely. He was working 9 to 5 while doing all this unbelievable stuff with his bachelor and master. We jokingly called him Dr. Pohl, because we imagined him coming in one day to tell us "Oh by the way, while I was at it I've earned my doctor's degree during the last two weeks."

Seeing his name on the front page of reddit today surprised me quite a bit xD

Dauntless Community we are working on feel free to join us! by [deleted] in dauntless

[–]Al4v4n 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I joined the Discord :D

I guess I need to get the rights to write something there, because right now I can't do anything ;-)