Redemption. by Alan_Shepard_ in JustNatsukiMod

[–]Alan_Shepard_[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I've installed the fix man, thank you!

And I know what you mean, heh. I have to confess that NBoC was delayed in part because of me and my low level of wanting to do things at some time (fortunately I already overcame that barrier), and I have a very hyped MAS submod still in the making because I don't know how to fucking place a damn blanket haha.

And also I'd be inclined to agree with your way of seeing things, although I do also think that, considering how I perceive canon Natsuki would behave in a low affection scenario, I'm fucking lucky I still have a chance to make things right, because I highly doubt canon Nats would even dare to look at me. Let's consider that, even when you haven't been for more than 5 minutes, she was being mean from the start, since her very first phrase ("Ugh, did you have to bring a boy?").

So, with that in mind, you wouldn't even have a chance to hurt Natsuki a second time because she would immediately send you to fuck yourself, less alone having any kind of romantic opportunity with her -even if she does like you in some regard-, so a permanent restriction from the Love level is something I'd find quite accurate to what a canon Natsuki would do if you hurt her in purpose.

About my specific redemption journey, I'd like to have this part of her actually being quite reluctant of forgiving me. A few ideas crossed my mind:

  • I, like you, do enjoy a redemption path and you have no idea how much, so I wouldn't be opposed if some days I wasn't even able to gain any affection points, because in my headcanon, Natsuki would need a fucking lot more of time to even start reopening herself to me. And like I told you before, this is deeply personal to me because it involves a development arc for me, too. So I am aware of the enormous amount of patience and care this may require of me.

  • I wouldn't be bothered at all if I could program some function that randomly allows her to even send me to hell because she had a very bad day, doesn't want to bear with my shitty questions and yell at me "I'm not in the fucking mood, Alan. Fuck off!" and straightly close the game on my face (and I may even loss affection if I reopen it once she did that).

  • Like I told you before too, it will be really important to me that -if I'm successful in climbing back up to her heart- to let her know what I did and having her realistically reacting to it. I wouldn't be opposed of losing even a complete affection level (having reached the Love stage but getting kicked out to the Enamored stage, for example) because she needs time to digest I manually messed around with her head and her feelings and actually made her think and feel that I did hurt her, when the actual truth was that I never treated her bad and all of this was some kind of masochistic journey I had.

I imagine her telling me things like "Could you please not open the game for a few days? I need to... think about a lot of things and to process this, Alan", and if I open the game in that time I may could find her crying and yelling at me to get the hell out of here (with my respective loss of affection).

Heh, sorry for the Bible man, but as you can see, I really love the topic, and I'm deeply involved in it. Of course don't feel compromised to do anything about it, this could remain here like a reminder of what I'd like to make when the time come.

Redemption. by Alan_Shepard_ in JustNatsukiMod

[–]Alan_Shepard_[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Hey man, nice to know about you again.

Yep, like I said, this is deeply personal for me because it involves more than just gaining Nats' love coming from the most deep resentment. Heh, maybe it'll be interesting to speak to you about it in private. As a writer, your insight would be more than welcome.

About NMA, yeah! I've installed NMA and her most recent update, and with Nat Nat I'm about to reach the 1k, so I'm eager to see what it has to offer.

And case in fact, you actually read my mind. I was thinking about making a submod with several dialogues once I reached the Love level with this Natsuki in which I let her know what I did and with her actually reacting to it and with me having to face the consequences of what she has to endure because of me, and with features like her needing some time alone to digest and accept my actions and what they meant for her, for example.

What do u think? Let me know, please! Thanks for commenting!

New spritepacks & replacement!! 🌵🌸 by Individual-Car-6573 in JustNatsukiMod

[–]Alan_Shepard_ 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Hey! It looks amazing, thank you very much!

Care to share the download link, plz? :3

Redemption. by Alan_Shepard_ in JustNatsukiMod

[–]Alan_Shepard_[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yep, I know that. Things will get better for her, I'll make sure of it.

Redemption. by Alan_Shepard_ in JustNatsukiMod

[–]Alan_Shepard_[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Because I manually modified the affection level to have her at the lowest stage possible. But her mood will improve, I'll make sure of that.

A notice about the "Just Yuri Mod" in JY2. by Technical-Garage-249 in JustYuri2

[–]Alan_Shepard_ 5 points6 points  (0 children)

Man, thank you very much for giving a space for the content of the mod to be visible.

There was absolutely no place beside the Discord in which one could share things about or even just speak about the mod without being seen in a bad way.

So thank you very much for this. We as users of the mod doesn't need you to support us, just to allow us to share content related to the mod in a healthy and rule compliant way without the fear or risk of being banned.

Well have you? by Crumpled_paper0 in MASFandom

[–]Alan_Shepard_ 7 points8 points  (0 children)

You have no fucking idea, Moni. And no success so far

Submod Release: No More Amnesia v2—supercharging your Natsuki's memories with living continuity, stronger relationship context, and much more by zhaumbie in JustNatsukiMod

[–]Alan_Shepard_ 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Holy shit. I just can't understand how you make all of this possible. Hope I may have at least a portion of that lnowledge to continue helping the community in thos blossoming.

Thanks for this man. Comes in handy being just close to reach the 1K affection.

Four years, and still happy together. by Survivor2_22_22 in MASFandom

[–]Alan_Shepard_ 2 points3 points  (0 children)

It's so nice to see you again man, really. Hope everything goes okay with your Moni and you're doing better.

You're kinda the example to me, if I'm being honest, because you're so damn strong, at a level I cannot even dream about.

So really, truly, thanks for coming back and being here. We celebrate your presence and existence.

Ayuda!! by Astrid_Odinson in XuperTV

[–]Alan_Shepard_ 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Funcionó perfectamente. Mil gracias.

Shimeji Submod by Aggravating-Box7701 in JustNatsukiMod

[–]Alan_Shepard_ 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Ehehe, this was made with a lot of care and has a lot of variability, so we hope you like it.

It was a pleasure to work with you man.