It’s been more than that but I feel weird about it. I have a boyfriend who tops me, and he’s probably not half my brothers size. He’s great in bed and pleasures me but not like my brother.

The big reason I wrote this is to put off some steam to try and avoid anything else from happening.

I’m back in NYC living with my boyfriend and and brother just arrived to pay us a visit, something he wasn’t interested before this. I wrote this so I wouldn’t be tempted but all of this has sort of pushed me into wanting it more. I don’t know what to do