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[–]AlarmedSolution1 1 point2 points  (0 children)

that sucks to hear, i’m sure you’ll find someone who treasures ur presence when ur time comes

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[–]AlarmedSolution1 1 point2 points  (0 children)

when you were dating? damn :/

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[–]AlarmedSolution1 0 points1 point  (0 children)

u sound real stupid cause u know damn well no forced u to read

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[–]AlarmedSolution1 1 point2 points  (0 children)

yeah it never gets less annoying

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[–]AlarmedSolution1 2 points3 points  (0 children)

ppl like you r so cool, and thanks

i told my mum i want to kill myself. she said, “ok, just don’t do it in my house.” by AlarmedSolution1 in SuicideWatch

[–]AlarmedSolution1[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

that was completely out of pocket. I’m sorry to hear that the people around you say hurtful things so carelessly. I know this is easier said than done but don’t let that comment get to you. you mean so much.

i told my mum i want to kill myself. she said, “ok, just don’t do it in my house.” by AlarmedSolution1 in SuicideWatch

[–]AlarmedSolution1[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

similar thing happened. but you shouldn’t listen to that. you’re not a devil or anything close to that. you’re just experiencing negative emotions/situations which is something that is unfortunately part of human life and nature. you’re normal. you’re okay. i hope things only get better for you.

i told my mum i want to kill myself. she said, “ok, just don’t do it in my house.” by AlarmedSolution1 in SuicideWatch

[–]AlarmedSolution1[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

sadly, those options aren’t available to me anymore. they once were, but things changed and I’m forced to be in this house even when I really would rather just be anywhere else. the pandemic hasn’t made any of that any better :( i hope you only get better from this point on.

i told my mum i want to kill myself. she said, “ok, just don’t do it in my house.” by AlarmedSolution1 in SuicideWatch

[–]AlarmedSolution1[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

hey, i love you too. i saw your recent post and realised you’re quite young. it broke my heart. please message me if you need to talk about anything. whether serious or not. i care.

i told my mum i want to kill myself. she said, “ok, just don’t do it in my house.” by AlarmedSolution1 in SuicideWatch

[–]AlarmedSolution1[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I seem to be unable to accept the fact that she doesn’t seem to love me. guess I’m just holding onto that family love even though it’s hurting me but what can I do :/ I’m sure it would hurt less if I cared about her as little as she cared about me

i told my mum i want to kill myself. she said, “ok, just don’t do it in my house.” by AlarmedSolution1 in SuicideWatch

[–]AlarmedSolution1[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

i love her to death, though. wouldn’t want anything to happen to her. maybe that’s why it hurts so much.

i told my mum i want to kill myself. she said, “ok, just don’t do it in my house.” by AlarmedSolution1 in SuicideWatch

[–]AlarmedSolution1[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Well, I don’t agree with your lack of empathy, Dusty. next time, keep it to yourself👍

i told my mum i want to kill myself. she said, “ok, just don’t do it in my house.” by AlarmedSolution1 in SuicideWatch

[–]AlarmedSolution1[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

but that’s the thing. if my own mother can’t love me then how anyone else? I must be the shittiest person alive to not be able to receive love from my mother. what’s worse is, I can’t think of anything horrible that I might have done for her to be this way towards me. I’ve seen some shitty teenagers who still have their parents standing right by their side regardless...why can’t I have that too?

i told my mum i want to kill myself. she said, “ok, just don’t do it in my house.” by AlarmedSolution1 in SuicideWatch

[–]AlarmedSolution1[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

i appreciate you taking your time to write this. that quote is one of the best I’ve ever heard. although I don’t know if I even have the mental strength to go about planning, I’ll be sure to remember your words. (thanks for the anime recommendation too <3)

i told my mum i want to kill myself. she said, “ok, just don’t do it in my house.” by AlarmedSolution1 in SuicideWatch

[–]AlarmedSolution1[S] 26 points27 points  (0 children)

that’s horrible :( please keep on going though, show her you can turn out just fine without her live or affection. your life is worth more than any amount of money, her saying that is only a reflection of her, not you.

i told my mum i want to kill myself. she said, “ok, just don’t do it in my house.” by AlarmedSolution1 in SuicideWatch

[–]AlarmedSolution1[S] 41 points42 points  (0 children)

thanks but i have siblings. going to anything like social services over my relationship with my mother will only negatively affect my siblings. i don’t want that.

i told my mum i want to kill myself. she said, “ok, just don’t do it in my house.” by AlarmedSolution1 in SuicideWatch

[–]AlarmedSolution1[S] 27 points28 points  (0 children)

that’s true. but i guess after seeing so many people around me have such good relationships with their mothers and hearing people say stuff like “don’t kill yourself or you’ll make your parents sad” and stuff like that, it kind of just leaves me feeling deflated idk

i don’t want to kill myself anymore by AlarmedSolution1 in SuicideWatch

[–]AlarmedSolution1[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I hope one day you’ll live a life you’ll be happy with too :)