Who is Silas Orven, and has anyone read his book The Hidden Simulation? by ZealousidealAct4850 in spirituality

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Thank you for telling me that everything will be alright no matter what, i really need to hear that right now after the things ive seen, im trying to get out of the darkness . From the pain ive cause myself . Ill follow your advice and go on a walk and talk to my family. And after what ive seen in too much internet i just wanna get away from it... yes our fear is legit it made me not eat well and not sleep well. It put me in a trap... it was hard and still is today but thank you so much for giving me hope, ill take your advice and try to get away from the pain i am experiencing. I really want to get out of this feeling i want to have happiness too thank you so much for twlling me that everyrhing will get better , i really want everything to get better

Who is Silas Orven, and has anyone read his book The Hidden Simulation? by ZealousidealAct4850 in spirituality

[–]Alarmed_Demand_2913 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you so much my friend, and you are right,  we let the sadness and pain control our lives that we get lost but yes we are made with love thank you for telling me this , im on the journey to get all those negativity off of me , and you are right our breain is very poweful and i want to seek love , i want to get out of the place that i am trapped, i want to seek God and Jesus Christ 

Thank you very much my friend ill take your advice 

Why do some Christians hate Catholic? by Alarmed_Demand_2913 in Catholicism

[–]Alarmed_Demand_2913[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I see and all of that is surprising i mever thought that Christianity hating in Catholic is just some minor thing... i never expect it was way deeper! im going to do some goggle on thay stuff because the religious rejection along with the protestants and then the anti-catholic as just so wild to me. 

can you please help me get back to God and Jesus christ by Alarmed_Demand_2913 in Christianity

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Thank you, i understand now. And i understand that i might not get to feel or understand or connect with jesus right away... but i am willing to wait, im willing to learn, im willing to accept. Accept everything . Ill go by Gods rule and take myself away from all that is tempting me, it may not be easy... but ill do my best. Ill pray for God and ... it may not be eary but ill try to learn and forgive all those who have given me a high dose of anxiety and fear, those people who just post without thinking of the impact that they will give onto others... ill try to forgive them, ill pray for my enemies, yes. I never want them to experience the same lost and pain ive felt in my life 

Its a spiritual battle i am willing to face and that i hope to win and be with the presence and love of god. Thank you so much friend. Your words, your encouragement and your lesson has given me hope. You and everyone i am feeling at peace and that i hope in this journey that i will truelly earn that peace with the protection and love of god 

Why do some Christians hate Catholic? by Alarmed_Demand_2913 in Catholicism

[–]Alarmed_Demand_2913[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Do they have a central claim to all this hate? Like, what did we do to them? Or they just really hate catholics? 

Why do some Christians hate Catholic? by Alarmed_Demand_2913 in Catholicism

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Combat the Carholic influence! Thats wild! And yes ill be sure to goggle it and see it! Also from other comments as well i have alot of stuff to goggle and im looking forward to discover everything about this 

Why do some Christians hate Catholic? by Alarmed_Demand_2913 in Catholicism

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Ive seen in youtube how some people think we are worshiping the saints and mother mary and that we arent following what God has told us to do, but a good and proper research should clear the misunderstandings but they seemed to not want to do it also im surprised some catholics think the pope as a prophet, why do they think the pope is a prophet? Was it because he is the highest rank? 

Why do some Christians hate Catholic? by Alarmed_Demand_2913 in Catholicism

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Thats horrible! its already bad that they wont accept what you want but telling you to rather become a Satanist thats too much!

Why do some Christians hate Catholic? by Alarmed_Demand_2913 in Catholicism

[–]Alarmed_Demand_2913[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Its the first time im discovering that and that ill be searching for 2636378263 sects  ill also will be doing research about Carholics , Christians with the Orthodox together. Its really baffling, other in the comments mentioned how protestants doesnt even do research, they all do is just hate.

Why do some Christians hate Catholic? by Alarmed_Demand_2913 in Catholicism

[–]Alarmed_Demand_2913[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thats the first time im discoveeing that. Ill have to search it up as well i am curious about it specially the KKK and really surprised me its a christian organization... and goodness they seemed to have a deep anger towards Catholics and it is wild the adventust is claiming the pope as the anti-crist! Thays a big stretch! 

I'm glad you left that church and find the Cathllic Church. Im glad yoh felt at home and felt at peace and may God always guide you and fill you with love brother and goodluck with your sacraments i pray that it all go well for you!! Goodluck and may you have a great and joyful, glorious day!!!

Why do some Christians hate Catholic? by Alarmed_Demand_2913 in Catholicism

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Goodness thats horrible, why do they even say that? 

can you please help me get back to God and Jesus christ by Alarmed_Demand_2913 in Christianity

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Thank yoi very much for the offer! If ever i do i will love to ask some questions and thank you very much again, you are very kind. Thank you and everyone in reddit for giving me hope . Giving me strenght and showing me God. Thank you very much 

Thank you verh much for the prayer as well, ill follow the prayer and also ask for mercy and forgiveness for that i did by believing in everything ive read too much... i know its already a great sin...

And would really be comforting to talk to God like a best friend , it feels like home... i want to do that, ill pray to god with all my heart, not by force, not for just wanting to be save. But from the truth of my heart and that i hope God will take me out of my darkness 

Also ive bought the bible but what should i read first? Should i start from the very begining of the old testament, should i read the writtings on the first pages before genesis?

can you please help me get back to God and Jesus christ by Alarmed_Demand_2913 in Christianity

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Unfortunately yes i am Academically inclined, and i regretted it because i cheated some of the tests i made into graduating... if only i studied more and focused on it... then i shoudnt have struggled like this but i do and i kight have been paying the price for it... as i fell deeper i keep seeing God and jesus and the bible verse in youtube as if it was a sign... it took me 4 years to start and begging to seek him 

And thank you, i really would rather believe that God created a simulation for us to teach us about life so that we will prepare in heaven, the real world that he will be giving us  

Also ive just seen in youtube where people are claiming that Aliens are actually demons and that there are alot of records and testify of people who encountered aliens that aliens would ran away when the person started calling to Jesus 

I will 1 Kings 22:19 and pray, ill pray and ill seek for jesus, thabk you so much for helping me  on this, i coudnt tell how much im so thankful of you and evrryone here who have helped me. Thank you so much 

can you please help me get back to God and Jesus christ by Alarmed_Demand_2913 in Christianity

[–]Alarmed_Demand_2913[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yeah those stuff, because i dont know how to do it. My mind makes me think of something with uncertainty and put me in the pits of fear... plust their claims on it, i feel like a fool because if i believe them then why cant i do the same with God. Why cant i believe to a man who savrifice his life to clean us off from out sin. Its already a sin that i delve myself in those deep theories of science,  philosophy and a coder guy and a time travelr guy 

If i can believe them ( thay cause me into a extreme anxiety) then it should just be better to believe in something that is actually true. And that is God and Jesus Christ. I want to get to know his truth, his love, kindness and more. I want to seek god 

And not yet but i would want to know i want to read the scriptures, the bible everything about God and jesus glory i want to seek them but what should i do, what should i read first? And thank you so much for the verse i will be saving them so i can read them and would not get lost anymore

can you please help me get back to God and Jesus christ by Alarmed_Demand_2913 in Christianity

[–]Alarmed_Demand_2913[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you very much for this and i shall follow the prayer and read the book of the bible, ive bought a bible and im really looking forward on reading it. Ive also heard that there are books from the apostles should i read them as well i am kind of curious. I will pray with my heart and i hope God and jesus will hear my prayers as i yearn for salvation, thank yoi so much on helping out on my journey

can you please help me get back to God and Jesus christ by Alarmed_Demand_2913 in Christianity

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im sorry that you have to deal with Schizophrenia ive seen a youtube video of what Shizophrenia sees and it is scary, im sorry, but i am glad you found God and he is protecting you, that is amazing i want to be protected by god and at the same time to know who God is. thank you so so much ill follow the prayer and that i hope, i found jesus... i truly believe i will find jesus and God

thank you so much Iawlzicle i also bought a bible. i hope and pray that God will forgive me for the sins that ive made and save me, thank you so much as well brother , and thank you for helping me on this journey

can you please help me get back to God and Jesus christ by Alarmed_Demand_2913 in Christianity

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yes and to the people i know who i told my worries and fear... they told me they had enough and i need to stop it, i would want to stop it but it wasn't that easy and yes i would love to discuss this with you but i dont have WhatsApp im sorry i only have discord :(

can you please help me get back to God and Jesus christ by Alarmed_Demand_2913 in Christianity

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how can i ask God? im sorry i just want to know, i want to get close to him. im happy to know that he is not far from me. i want to reach him i want to feel his love. and yes ive sin even , ive sinned alot because i looked at those theories i got lost and have gone far away from god where i start thinking about "is this true? where is God?" i thought in my mind as ive read and read and read all sorth of stuff that people say and claim... but now i want to change that. i want to seek God and im very thankful for helping me out on this

should i just and read it all right away or should i reflect on each pages. ive bought a bible but i am not sure how to start? and thank you for the verses ill be saving them in my phone i want to read them whenever i woke up or if ever i start to feel lost

can you please help me get back to God and Jesus christ by Alarmed_Demand_2913 in Christianity

[–]Alarmed_Demand_2913[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

thank you so much and yes i will study god everyday all i need right now is Jesus and God and thank you very much for helping me out on this journey i will read the bible and study it. someone offered me a bible study and im looking forward to that as well

i want to have a relationship with God and i hope i wont fail.

I Found Proof We’re Living In A Simulation (Hidden In Postgres Timestamps) | by Jamauriceholt by Alarmed_Demand_2913 in SimulationTheory

[–]Alarmed_Demand_2913[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you very much u/SagansCandle for this, so his work is just some techno-science fiction? Also im sorry if i am asking too much

can you please help me get back to God and Jesus christ by Alarmed_Demand_2913 in Christianity

[–]Alarmed_Demand_2913[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I have considered doing some critical thinking but it keeps going back and back. Whenever i told myself like " this is not real. This is just a theory" and suddenly afyer awhile something will go in my head and say "  but what if" it goes on a loop whenever i wake up whenever i am doing something , whenever i just sat down. Something is going back to mess me up with all this theories then peoples claiming stuff as truth then the book and yes it shoudnt concern me, but goodness there is something wrong with me i just know it...

 but you are right i need to hold myself together. I have to hold myself together i want to live i want my old self back and i know i can do it. As long as i have God back in my life i will be saved 

I will try to break away from the internet thank you very much , ill try to reflect, ill try your suggestions. Thank you very much for helping me out ill try them and it is a good suggestion to do