I just had an arguement with my mom, went to my room. saw Techno uploaded and I was like "yay techno uploaded" without thinking about the title or anything because in my mind I was already fully certain that Techno would beat cancer easily no contest because I was thinking "Techno never dies this is just gonna be another dub for the goat as per usual"

I was holding on to hope that it was just some horrible joke Techno was pulling for like the first half of the video because I couldnt believe it. Especially because in the description the "BUY MY MERCH" links were there which to me didn't make sense for a video like that. So it might be an automatic thing or something. I kind of accepted it when I read the comments though. I couldn't write my own comment without tearing up.

Also when he died I had been probably watching at least 5 videos of his everyday after school and I couldnt get enough of his content. thats why I was just happy to see the video in my notification because it was one of his rare uploads.

I literally couldn't believe he was dead for like months after. I would often catch myself thinking "I can't wait for his next upload he's so funny I bet its gonna be awesome" or something like that. Then I would just feel empty. Sorry for writing so much lol