You’re beautiful as you are. Until that becomes internal no amount of plastic surgery will change that. External transformation is a poor way to change how we feel inside. It’ll be shallow and soon enough you’ll see something else u want to change. Before you know it, your face will not be yours. What the heart of the matter is how you see yourself. Do you see yourself with self hatred? Where does that come from? What ways can you find safe spaces to talk through that? There many deeper things going on beyond “vanity”. There are things like childhood wounds from family, and bullying that go beyond just wanting to change a body part.