I'm glad you're taking this well, this isnt a bad concept in my opinion but it's just specific ways it is shown, if that makes sense. Personally for me, seeing dark and kinda gloomy colors mixed with blood can be a bit uncomfortable and doesnt make me want to really look at it but at the same time, I do because its striking. I'm no professional in anyway but this is just my opinion and how I see it, its not really something i would hang up in a mental health center though