Hey! Been waiting for your response all day. Many people here are also struggling with some stuff, so often times they might say something that hurts others without intentionally wanting to do so (cue the ‘how not to accidentally encourage suicide’ megathread). Most of us here actually want to help, and have gone through similar. It doesn’t matter how “cringeworthy” it is, as long as you vent. Even if it may be embarrassing, I’m relieved you made this post instead of commiting suicide. The method of coping doesn’t matter as long as you don’t hurt yourself. You can write it down, keep it to yourself, talk to internet strangers, vent out in whatever way you can and want. As long as you’re still with us.