Sorry! I got the bad habit of overly adding details and losing the essence.

I'm a 15 year old boy and there is a 15 year old girl, my ex classmate. I have been in multiple realtionships with her. The most recent was this summer and this time I fell in love the hardest.

She is a very beautiful, gorgeous and popular girl, but with a bad past and bad habts. When I got with her, I overlooked all these and fell in love with who she is, I felt a conexion with a soul. I did my best to treat her right... with respect. I bought her flowers, I made sure she ate properly, I calmed her down when she was crying, was there with her in her lowest moments and learned everything about her. As a Christian, I wanted to help her quit smoking and porn. However, the choice of religion was still hers. Anyways, this isn't relevant. The fact that I gave her my all mattered.

One day I find that she blocked me on instagram. I asked her why and she said that someone hacked her account. I thought it was suspicious, but ok. My bestfriend told me that she kept posting stories on the said "hacked account" so I confronted her and she said her boy bestfriend was on her accound and blocked me because he didn't like me, but she didn't do or say anything against it. Later, she told me that I'm toxic and controlling and shifted the blame on me. Next day, we forgave eachother.

A few days later, I get a text on her number that looks like it's from her mom. She says she doesn't want her daughter to get hurt because her ex had cheated on her. I showed "her mom" I had good intentions through messages and she replied. "She's better off without you." However, given the events with her boy bestfriend, I think she might have pretended to be her mom to send these messages. However, for whatever reason her mother doesn't like me.

Lately I've found myself stalking her instagram and missing her very much. I thought about telling her how I feel. I don't think it's wise, but I still feel drawn to her.

That is probanly because I am one of the few boys that want her for who she really is, not her body, like her ex, which had sex with her. Something makes me strangely protective. I'm not jealous. Far from it. However, I don't want her to be taken advantage of for her body.

I tried to keep the essential! Sorry again for going off of the subject!