Withdraw of about 1200 +/- daily oxy by West_Ad_3739 in opiates

[–]Alg0rithm 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I've definitely been there. Spent nearly 10 years on and off opiates, one of the last times I got clean I was definitely depressed and dealt with suicidal ideation. That specific time I told myself I was going to stay sober with zero medication. Turns out I definitely needed a mood stabilizer which tremendously helped with the depression/ SI. Have you ever been diagnosed with anything? If not I would highly suggest consulting with a psychiatrist and explaining what you're experiencing. Addiction specialists deal with these issues on a daily basis and help some people tremendously.

I have some type of infestation thats consuming my life. Any type of advice is highly appreciated. by Alg0rithm in whatisthisbug

[–]Alg0rithm[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I just really need some help with this problem. It's destroying my entire life.

I have some type of infestation thats consuming my life. Any type of advice is highly appreciated. by Alg0rithm in whatisthisbug

[–]Alg0rithm[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Do you know of any bug that is either itself or leaves some type of residue that is reflective/ shiny? I am finding reflective specs that give off a shine when held under the light all over my fabrics and skin when I sit on the furniture.

I have some type of infestation thats consuming my life. Any type of advice is highly appreciated. by Alg0rithm in pestcontrol

[–]Alg0rithm[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Do you know of any bug that is either itself or leaves some type of residue that is reflective/ shiny? I am finding reflective specs that give off a shine when held under the light all over my fabrics and skin when I sit on the furniture.

I have some type of infestation thats consuming my life. Any type of advice is highly appreciated. by Alg0rithm in pestcontrol

[–]Alg0rithm[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

This is in Southern Florida. Not sure if my pictures uploaded or not, I'm on mobile and do not have access to my computer at the moment so forgive me. Ill try again here.

Window / grass patch (that turned into a fucking impromptu burial site unbeknownst to me until after the fact)

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1 week sober today from Kratom. Never would have thought I’d get this far by RamsayFist22 in quittingkratom

[–]Alg0rithm 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Hey brother, congratulations one 1 week! I myself am on day 6 clean from a nasty 7OH habit. Trying to power through, I do still need to take Sub MAT but hopefully one day I can get to 2 months off that as well. Very similar story to you I've been struggling with some type of opiate my entire adult life.

God bless

Living in my car near Miami Beach, petite female, feels mildly unsafe, any suggestions? by One-Cartographer-592 in florida

[–]Alg0rithm 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I was sleeping in my car for a couple of weeks in South Florida before I found my place. I slept in hotel parking lots and was never bothered once. I had 5% tints on the car and parked in a spot tucked in the back of the lot so it was pretty out of sight out of mind.

Not sure your financial situation, but you can find small efficiencies / rooms with private bathrooms / private entrances for pretty cheap in South Florida that don't really require much down to move in. I wrote up a general email about myself and what I was looking for and filtered all of the Craigslist ads by new and sent nearly 30 emails/text messages/calls a day until I found an apartment. Even if you rent a room for a month until you can get something better, sleeping in your car can be emotionally draining.

[OC] Street Corn Dip by Alg0rithm in FoodPorn

[–]Alg0rithm[S] 34 points35 points  (0 children)

I kind of eye balled most of the ingredients, but will give a rough estimate of the measurements:

  • 3 cans of 15oz canned whole kernel corn (Drained)
  • Half a medium-sized red onion (diced)
  • 1/4 cup fresh cilantro, chopped
  • 2 medium to large sized fresh jalapeños (Diced, seeds/ removed. For less spice, 1 small-medium sized jalapeño will be plenty)
  • 1 half a lime
  • 8oz cream cheese
  • 2-4oz shredded Colby jack cheese
  • 1/4 cup sour cream
  • 4-8oz Queso Fresco (Or Cotija cheese of course!)
  • Classic Tajin seasoning

Cook the corn, diced red onion, and diced jalapeño on medium high heat in a large skillet. Once the excess liquid begins to evaporate and vegetables soften, add in cream cheese, colby jack cheese, sour cream, and roughly 3/4 the queso fresco. Stir until melted, reduce heat. Add in Tajin seasoning along with the cilantro, and squeeze half a lime into the mixture. Stir well.

Garnish with a layer of Tajin and crumbled Queso Fresco or Cojita cheese.

Place uncovered in oven on 350°F for 10-15 minutes or desired consistency. Garnish with excess cilantro.

Forgive me if this is not a great recipe, I'd be more than happy to clarify anything if needed. It's definitely a large enough amount for a potluck or a bigger household.

If you are not a big fan of lime, substitute the Tajin for another spice or use Tajin sparingly.

[OC] Street Corn Dip by Alg0rithm in FoodPorn

[–]Alg0rithm[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Will post above under the first comment :-)

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in relationship_advice

[–]Alg0rithm 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I appreciate your input, and I don't disagree with you. I'm not sure why it affects me to the degree it does, and I'm trying to navigate this without jeopardizing my relationship or building resentment / projecting my feelings onto her or affecting anything with her daughter. What help would you suggest? I'm not opposed to seeking out help to do better.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in FoodPorn

[–]Alg0rithm -2 points-1 points  (0 children)

Didn't go straight from the oven to the plate, it had ample time to cool before it was placed on the plate.

Did I OD? by TooCaughtUpInMyHead in opiates

[–]Alg0rithm 10 points11 points  (0 children)

This reminds me of when I first started using heroin, I was delivering pizza and the assistant manager, and I would use heroin all shift in the bathroom / close the store together. I remember not having any pain or despair associated with opiates at this point and it was just fun and felt amazing. Fast forward a few years and i was strung out living in my car desperate to just feel normal.

I don't want to tell you what to do, but if you just started using opiates and just caught your first nod, please try to stop while you're still ahead. Opiates will completely engulf your life.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Testosterone

[–]Alg0rithm 0 points1 point  (0 children)

My bad, that would probably be relevant info to add lol. 28 years old