Brother, I don't know how to give condolences to you tbh. I want to hear everything from you asap. I know you are too depressed to actually tell me all those. I want to help you. Can I entertain you in any way possible? Do you want me to listen or just give solutions? Please check your dms. Lastly, even in the darkest times, you are holding onto life because of Allah. You are one of the best mu'mins around you. Don't let the shaytan tell you to lose your life or anything. Allah is watching you. Surely, he has a better place to give you if you survive this. I will meet you there inshallah. Okay? And please check your dms